if i were to die,
i guess the onli ting i can't bear to leave behind will be my precious frenz
afterall, they were the ones who had seen all patterns of mi,
the ugly mi, crybaby mi, low on morale mi, wadeva u name it, they seen it,
so how would i let them down by dyin?

no matter wad happens i try to tell myself to stay happie,
stay positive...
but how positive is positive? how happie is happie?

i jus try my best to be myself, is tat wrong?
being melody isn't easy too, u noe?

maybe sumdae sum1 will take mi away fr this lonely place,
maybe i wun be lonely animore, maybe i will haf all my frenz with mi
the wonderland...

wad's lonely?
it's when u haf mani pple ard u,
includin ur loved ones,
but still feel empty inside ...
deep in ur heart, u noe u are alone
y do i feel tat way?
maybe i haf a high need for pple?
hahaz, maybe ~