why can't i seems to feel care animore?
why am i so stupid?
why can't i be like ani1 ?
why do i feel so sad?
why do i feel so lonely?
why do i feel so lost?

these daes, i dunno wad to look forward to...
maybe bcoz i no longer haf a life tat is LIFE.. 1 tat i call my own
how i wish i was nt living animore..
how i wish the next moment,
i will be in sumwhere new..

no1 seems to understand the situation i am in.
frenz? wad are frenz?
pardon mi for talkin til like tat?
but ya, i am tired of everyting, nt onli living.. but everyting in tis world tat ever existed.....

wishin every1 all the best in their life...
dun be like mi, so unlucky. so stupid and so useless... kinda beta off dead

if promises are made to be broken, dun make ani1, so u won't brk ani....

just leave mi alone if all u pple ever care is urself..
just let mi die....

i dun deserve ani1 to care bout mi, nor do i need..
so just leave mi alone will u?
stop askin mi.. those care and concern, sorrie i can't feel it..
i can feel it no more..

call it heartless, call it attitude..
but wad do u expect fr mi?
i am so tired....
no amount of slp nor rest is enuff for mi..

when life gets tough, the tough gets going,
tat's wad i am tryin my best to do...
but i guess, it still isn't enuff
to every1 else, tis isn't my best?
wad? the sky is the limit...

i am onli in a state of madness... maybe wif time i will be ok..
maybe ~
so let time heal my heart of lonliness, of sadness ~
if there is sum1 in tis world tat can make mi feel beta.... den where are u?
cum and find mi, u will realise ur job is so bz.. hahaz.