as times goes by, i start to believe tat i shud get used to every single tings tat is happenin tat i am nt happie wif... instead of changin.. maybe just tired of changin tings.. i am nt a KPO but just sum1 who wans to be happie again.. ever since the release of o level results my life change? for the beta or for the worse? i do not noe... haiz. but i noe i start to accept everyting ard mi, gd or bad. no longer making ani more comments. since my comments will be a kind of pressure ... since no1 ever cares bout mi animore.. true i haf so mani frenz.. they all sae they 'care' maybe they reali do, maybe ~ but i dun care animore every1 gt a life. it's time for mine to begin... dun blame mi, bu shi wo wu qing. shi ni men wo yi... every1 gt stead le , den BIG le ... haiz. mi tis frenz is just here n needed when ur beloved leave u no matter there's a saein.. y frenzship exist? coz it will be there when love leaves behind nth but tears
maybe when i haf a stead i also like tat already. since tat is wad pple treat mi... i dunno. in the begginin when i was single, it was like gd yea i can spend more time wif frenz, more freedom n everyting jus huarray... but again i was naive... now i just let nature take its course. if u are out there. i am here... always here. waiting for u ~
i start to miss those gd times, those gd accompanies.. will they stay? or maybe 1 dae i will lose my memory n forget everyting.. the gd n the bad... den i can create my own memory again..
growin up isn't fun... maybe it's interesting in a way, but still i prefer those gd old daes. where FUN is just FUN.. nth much... no need to tink so much. can slp easily. no need to cry? or hope tat i can slp 4eva..... in peace.... but i guess tat will still be a long way... long long way ~
