read my frenz blog n i just realise tat it seems tat most of them haf stead le...
haiz. i wish them all the best. just dun ever forget tat i am the frenz tat will stay.
i will be there for them if u happen to need mi.
it's a 2 way ting. i need u n u need mi... rite?
i hope i am rite.

i see pple change the way pple see i change,
no matter how sad i am i promise i wun gif up in the frenship tat i once treasured..
tat's my life. i may sae i am tired of waiting n holdin onto tis frenzship.
but i can't imgine life w/0 their existence.
sum1 once told mi y do i still hold on...
it's nt worth it...
but now i noe where..
coz it's friendship. even maybe just a type of love.
it doesn't brk even if we do nt haf time for each other ani more.
i realise i still care.. but i no nt noe how to express it in a way to show tat i am nt angry wif them.
but just disappointed.
and tryin my best to adapt to their change...
or shud i sae to the sudden change in every1,
coz last time when i was bored i could just pick up the fone n find her.
now i noe every1 will be bz wif sum1 or sumting.
i no longer pick up the fone n call...
it's like a phobia. of too much disappointment

actually i haf a plan now... hope it will work..