wad is bdae to u?
hmmm some believe it's the dae u were born,
the dae ur mum suffers,
the dae u start breathing,
the dae u open ur eyes,
ur 1st cry, ur 1st step towards life...

therefore it's impt... a date to be remembered...
but honestly, i ever gt so bz in my life...
tat i forgot my bdae..
until my mum told mi bout it..
tat was during my pri sch years, kinda stress over my studies and CCA...

ever since den... i kinda nv reali care bout my bdae..
but i bother to rmb it.. since it's common knowledge to noe it..
if nt it's embarrassin when others ask n u dunno, still have to check it out..

for mi.. i kinda feel tat it's just another dae..
an excuse for pple to sabo u.
an excuse for pple to sae how much they mean to u.. since nt every1 sae it everydae ...
a dae... tat pple reali see u for who u are...
a dae u count how old u are and wad u haf done so far..

i rather everydae be my bdae..
nt in the sense of the presents, but how gd pple treat u
if they are gd to u, they will be gd to u no matter wad and regardless of wad dae it is todae..
last time when i was young i used to believe tat bdae is the dae u noe who reali care bout u and ur fuckin life..
but i realise... tat the pple who are there for u might nt be able to share ur happiness wif u.. but they will be there to share ur sadness. whereas sum will disappear into thin air...
maybe partly coz i haf a difficult life this year... so i realise this...

i am takin this chance to clear the qns... bout how am i going to celebrate my bdae...
and wad i wan on my bdae.. for the ting i wan most is nt bought wif $ ...
i dun wish for aniting except the care and concern when i need it, to move on wif life.
i am weak i admit ... but even the strongest tree will fall....

-fuckinlife-