actually i also dunno wad to sae bout my fuckin life..
it just sucks.. wif work study eat slp shit..
maybe the word bored is the word rather den fuckin life...

aniway, i been fine... just bored of life and its value?
sum believe tat wealth is everyting and i can't deny tat it kinda determines ur standard of living...
even though, high standard of living doesn't mean high quality life..
in simple terms - rich pple might nt be happie wif their life too...
coz there is too much tings on their mind... besides living life to the fullest, they tink bout the best way to enjoy life... but i must sae nt all are like tat .. or at least i hope so...

while some, might nt be having a high standard of living but a high quality of life..
in simple terms - able to live dae by dae wif the minimum required.. they are able to enjoy life to the fullest.. pple might sae they dun plan their life, but they do. just the minimum planning required for living a dae to dae basis? their life is more happening i guess...
but tat again does nt applies to all...

mi.. i am contented wif my standard of living .. quality la..
able to live dae by dae...
but kinda lack entertainment.. guess i am nt the onli 1 here tat tinks this way too huh..

another ting...

the issue bout make-up sumtimes piss mi off..
if u love make up.. den u beta nt read tis.. hahaz..
coz i believe make up is just like puttin on a mask.. i do tat onli...
when i feel like puttin on a mask...
kinda afraid of wad others might tink of how i reali look like...
but y shud u feel tat way? is puttin on make up reali makes u self-confident..
i guess it's onli confident.. nt self-confident...
self-confident shud come from within?
i dunno... but dun get offended k.. jus my personal opinion pple.
dun cum scoldin mi...
just sharing how i feel..

i reali hope i could be more observant in life.. den bout my life or the life tat i noe..
i wish to noe more bout other tings in life tat i yet to noe... yet to feel..
sumtimes it's just sad to noe there are certain tings tat are just there.. can't change..
human nature. yea tat's the word..

my life .. i thank god for everyting.. i might complain alot.. but i noe i am blessed enuff in my own way too... heez =)

haiz. i miss the stars.. when will i see u again..

-fuckinboringlife-