wad the fuck haf i done..
how could i be so stupid.. worse den an idiot..
guess no1 will be as stupid as mi..
i dunno wad am i tinkin sia.. so stupid..

the tot of wad happen still bring mi to tears..
tryin to control it.. worse is.. i cry too much. eye pain leg pain..
u see when i run out of the restaurant i sprain my leg..
wad the fuck. how worse can my dae be huh?

haiz. every1 makes mistakes but there are sum mistakes tat can't be made..
imagine u were mi how will u feel?
will u ever understand? haiz.. fuckin angry wif myself la
every1 console mi.. but i cant forgive myself u see..
haiz..