... she wans to forget him, it might be veri hard..
but she noes she haf to do tat.
or ...
be his frenz.
if she still like him .. kinda hard to be frenz.. haiz
she wans to be wif him more b4 he goes back to study or before he quits his job.
she noes alot bout him.. coz mani pple tell her..
she know tat he is going to quit soon. maybe concentrating on studies..
but maybe when he quit is the time his her will quit too..
she dun wan ani1 of them to quit..
1 is gd frenz.. [ can onli stay as gd frenz.. sum tings she cant let her noe ]
1 is sum1 she likes.... [ can onli stay as sum1 she likess... ]
xiaNg ai
bu ru xiang chi...
she onli hope tat in this short period of time she will be able to let him rmb their time together.. to him as a frenz.. to she, as a crush..
be it.. she just hope he will rmb tat she exists in her life b4...
you cant chose to hate or like who.. u can onli chose how to handle it logically...
not emotionally..
u can onli let time heal your wounds..
but not force it...
i like to eat chilli..
to mi, without chilli... life is meaninless.
life is as boring as it can be, so we must spice up our life.. hee
i love chilli.. i tink cut chilli will taste beta den chilli sauce alot more.
maybe coz i chinese lor. coz western pple like the chilli sauce..
coz chilli sauce no kick de.. as in nt 'hot' at all
nt 'hot' den no point u call it chilli rite?
also no point to sae u eat chilli?
one of my fav chilli... chilli padi.. or izzit called tat?
i dunno la, but i noe in chinese is call xiao la jiao...
small chilli ba?
den my mum will buy for mi..cut for mi..
n the effect on ur finger is terrible wor.
maybe going to buy gloves for her. coz i cut b4 noe how it feels like.
hee so happie. [ jus eat tat ]
she tot she will nv haf a crush like tat before again..
til he appears...
he is jus an ordinary guy...
but attracts her.
she enjoy bein wif him. tokin to him.
look into his eyes, n it makes her like him more.
look at his smile and she will smile too.
tat is the point she realise she like him.
but tings dun last, when she tot she could jus enjoy his company..
.... she found out tat he likes another her..
and they were so sweet even when they ain't together yet,
she was glad she was sittin down, coz she gt difficulty standin up after she noes the him she likes,
likes sum1 else..
she being she, gave her blessins to her when she said tat she dunno if they will be together or not..
who will nt gif them their blessins, they were so sweet..
yet she alone went heart broken.. den heart bleedin ...
it was the crush she will always rmb..
let nature take its course is wad she sae.
she believe tat wad is hers will be hers.
maybe sumdae her feelins for him will eventually become blessings for her beloved, which is him.
but til den, she will love him.
and the word is love.
she noes it coz she feels it.
he might nv noe he owns this love from her.
but she believe tat sumdae he will noe.
meanwhile she tries her beri best to change her feelins for him to sumting else.
so tat they stay as frenx. onli a normal simple frenz.
to be able to see his smile and his eyes is wad she dare now.
she maybe silly but yet who can blame her.
afterall is beta den losing him totally.
at the veri least she exist in his life b4, even a small role will do.
words cant explain it all, but i believe pple who had once loved b4 will noe how she feel.
she CANT take back her feelins, she cant catch them nor let go,
i wish all of them all the best,
believe tat no matter wad, love rox.