she tot she will nv haf a crush like tat before again..
til he appears...
he is jus an ordinary guy...
but attracts her.
she enjoy bein wif him. tokin to him.
look into his eyes, n it makes her like him more.
look at his smile and she will smile too.
tat is the point she realise she like him.
but tings dun last, when she tot she could jus enjoy his company..
.... she found out tat he likes another her..
and they were so sweet even when they ain't together yet,
she was glad she was sittin down, coz she gt difficulty standin up after she noes the him she likes,
likes sum1 else..
she being she, gave her blessins to her when she said tat she dunno if they will be together or not..
who will nt gif them their blessins, they were so sweet..
yet she alone went heart broken.. den heart bleedin ...
it was the crush she will always rmb..
let nature take its course is wad she sae.
she believe tat wad is hers will be hers.
maybe sumdae her feelins for him will eventually become blessings for her beloved, which is him.
but til den, she will love him.
and the word is love.
she noes it coz she feels it.
he might nv noe he owns this love from her.
but she believe tat sumdae he will noe.
meanwhile she tries her beri best to change her feelins for him to sumting else.
so tat they stay as frenx. onli a normal simple frenz.
to be able to see his smile and his eyes is wad she dare now.
she maybe silly but yet who can blame her.
afterall is beta den losing him totally.
at the veri least she exist in his life b4, even a small role will do.
words cant explain it all, but i believe pple who had once loved b4 will noe how she feel.
she CANT take back her feelins, she cant catch them nor let go,
i wish all of them all the best,
believe tat no matter wad, love rox.