how to forget certain tings when u are so used to it?
is like who will get tired of the same old pillow they had since they were young?
how to stop feelin so lost..
like u never will get out of this woods...
bloggin.. is like the best way out? yet sadly.. no one can answer my QNS..
nt even myself..

the hardest person to understand isnt ani1 else.. is urself, myself, ourself...
we change accordinly to the world..
or are we jus as cunnin as sly can be?
maybe we are humans.. we have brains but do we rule?
where is the little ger and boy our mama and papa once loved?
where is the world of school where teachers homework frenz matters?
instead of $ $ $ and more $ or hungry-power?
where results matters more than health.. more than time..
instead of $$$

the show I NT STUPID...
i reali wan to thank JACK NEO...
it is a jack neo film..
i love the show.. even until now.. i watched the i nt stupid too .. and i still love it ...
thanks MR jack neo..

pple wonder y i support locals..
den watch it.. before u comment pls?
ever watch the i nt stupid? ever watch i nt stupid too?
as shown in i nt stupid... maths was everyting to a student...
as it was to me, but being a maths idiot i still cant pass maths...
in 2002 i was sec 2..
i watch it... to mi it was a great show it was everyting i felt..
do u noe how cruel maths was to mi?
i dunno how to sae.. but it is over now.. no point in saein wad past...
pple will sae i shud look forward..
but never can i do tat... too painful a lesson...
maths taught mi tat.. education taught mi.. results matters...
so wad if i had an A for history.. B for eng.. i fail maths .. tat is the end...
service industry was nv mine.. nt even near ~

den i nt stupid too came...
i recognise the feelin of hopless..
when i fail my maths...
and when i gt a tiny weeny hope... i catch it..
and den i am where and wad i am now.. wif tat..
but i also noe..
no matter wad i do.. is always nt enuff...
wad i do is always wrong, no one ever realise wad hope can do..
i am still fighting for my hope.. i dun haf such wonderful ending...like the show..
all i noe is hope can do wonders like the show did to mi..
i am still holdin on to those tiny weeny hope i dunno how long these hope can last but i tell myself i mus prove my tears of hopeless... are worth it..
i will become sum1.. i want to be.. nth wrong bein in love wif service..
nth wrong tat i am born in a vegetarian world..

if i ever gif up i noe i tried ...
hope is wad i need more den aniting...
when we were young when we didnt noe aniting hope was everywhere...
now i am older... hope is wad i need to look for..
hope cannot be taken for granted neither can i be taken for GRANTED...

the past may haf bad conditions bad technology but i guess more friendly and meaninful life...is learnt from it..

sum pple isnt gd no matter how u see it, but still they are one and onli....