YEsterday, 06-07-06 was a bad dae....
received a fone call from a frenz, she said my last last time the work place, supervisor gt caught by the police due to sum reasons.. make mi upset.. haiz den also heard tat dear going to sign on..
i noe he likes it... i noe i shud have expected it all along. but jus tat my bad mood turns worse upon hearing tat. though not confirm yet la.. haiz.

den after tat meet up wif jessica.. chitchat. saw another last last time frenz. haha kinda feel abit beta lor.. his child so cute lor. hee...
den goin back .. my jacket drop on the road, have to pick it up... nearly got hit by a car. but GOD bless la. nv lor. haiz...
den at nite i running fever. todae still have to go to work. coz i dunno who to contact ...
cant jus dun go to work?
feel so tired. mornin so bz. but after lunch more slack le. hee =)

did i sae i was runnin a fever?
ya, so at nite gt weird dreams..
dreamt about my last last time workplace. dreamt tat i am still workin there. still a staff there...
still having fun with the pple there.
still feel like sumting is missin in my life.. haiz.
aniway i guess i am coping quite ok with my work?
hee =) hope i can work there til the end of the yr and hopefully go study again after tat lor.

u noe y i like to blog? coz it makes mi feel beta to noe tat when i feel lonely...
there is actually sum1 willing to listen to mi.. which is u, my blog .. and of coz my handwritten diaries when i dun hv time to cum online to blog....
is sad. when i hv tings to sae. no1 to listen nor care u noe?

sumtimes in life, sumtings i cant change... but i guess we can change the way/how we look at tings..
but does tat reali make us happie? sum pple sae we get used to tings..
or izzit we are jus tryin to make ourself feel beta? we nv get used to tings..
we jus pysco ourself to put tings we dun like into the other side of our brain..
tat is y there are dreams? to show wad our sub-consious ( dunno how to spell ) is tinkin?
i dunno. but being onli 18.. i am tired of leadin a life here jus for $ for work.
i wan to lead a meaningful life. i wan to lead a life full of love.
who wun?

bein friendly enuff sumtimes seems to be like a flirt to others.. but is it?
nth wrong about being friendly..
and in fact nth wrong bout being a flirt..
nor a playboi.. i noe in the process.. pple gets hurt.. but u noe we are all humans.
we are all learning.. as long as u dun kill u dun do aniting against the law i tink is fine..
flirt jus wan more attention more pple to care? wad are flirts but jus love-to-be-loved.
wad are playboi but jus pple-who-dunno-how-to-love...