dreams....
i always haf dreams about being in sakura, being with my frenz and him.. sumtimes they seems so weird tat i no longer understand them. for dreams make in sakura, i will always feel a sense of lose when i wake up.. coz it is true tat i will nv be able to be back den... and those frenz... seems to mi lost.. the way i lost the position in sakura.

as for my frenz .. it jus makes mi feel tat i shud treasure them more...
coz afterall, how mani frenz can 1 noe in a lifetime? maybe strangers haf walk past mi mani times, but i dunno..

him, i jus miss him ba?

but isnt it weird why humans dream? and sum dreams felt so real...
tat sumtimes it is hard to diff. real life and dreams rite?

bringin mi to another point...
a few years back den, i was in loved with the cyber space.. irc, msn....
and den, it was even harder to diff bw real life and cyber space...
it also make mi feel tat sumtimes tokin to pple u dunno, make u feel beta at the point in time.. but now, i kinda lost touch there... i am back to the real world..
can sae gd and bad, coz gd is i am ready to face the world...
bad is i maybe not as happie as then, coz creating a unrealistic world kinda relieve stress? and a beta attitude towards life?

but maybe i am not losing touch to the cyber space. bcoz i am actually still bloggin, tokin to my blogger account, piglayou.. haha...
it has reali been nice typin all tat i feel. since i haf so much to sae, pple might get fan about it...
even though there is no response from u, but i noe u understand rite? haha
am i mad? nope. i jus am behaving the way pple feel when they write to the diary... sumplace to clear the mind. to record things, and get it over and done with, while sumtimes it is to feel beta...
if u noe wad i mean.. hee =)