haiz feelin sick...down with sore throat and flu... abit cough... haiz... tml need to work le... so mus jiayou... give me the energy to go to work tml ah, my dear blogger... i used to love working.... in sakura, even if is everydae and is shift work.. but now office hrs onli leh... jiayou ok>? no use thinkin of the past... 1 yr plus since i last quit... and i nv stop tinkin... move on ger...

if onli typin a 100 times den i will move on, i will... but i noe i mus enjoy my work den i will love workin... findin joy in work will make mi happier ba i tink... haha....

aniway i wan buy a new phone, dunno wad phone to buy sia... hmmm maybe nokia or sony ericsson? haha dunno la.. dun intend to spend too much on it... coz my facial already spend on unnecessary le.. just tat this yr is 19 leh. next yr 20 le... start with 2 le... haha still young though. still gt things i wanna do... wanna open a shop, be my own boss, live in kovan melody, haf guess bag, levis jeans, laptop, go disney land, travel overseas, go try spa? haha the list goes on, this goes in my mind whenever i feel sad or not motivated to go to work or when sum1 makes mi feel like life is .... u noe? feel empty? and it sumtimes works... maybe blogger, u can try tink of the things u wanna do when u feel empty, sad or anithing... it keeps mi moving on tat i will be a beta mi, no 1 is perfect we all learn fr mistakes dun we? and we will feel tired nvtheless.... we need rest...
and we need hope...

hope alot of hope... haha.... life is reali hard even though maybe my life is ok to mani... but i do not haf a life most pple my age haf, in poly... i am workin .... and tat kinda make mi feel extra... haiz since young i already feel tat i am sensitive to being feelin extra...
i can onli try nt to tink bout it... but it still circle ard my head when i am alone... when i tink about wad is my achievement is life?
all i noe is i try to stay happie dun tink so much le la... tink also no use... might as well dun care lor... take a step at a time... let nature take its course.... i guess there is a life already path out for mi ba, jus tat i dunno and nv see it yet... dun worrie be happie... just like why i haf dimples... to smile thruout my life... is beta den to be sad thruout...