6:56 AM
Saturday, December 22, 2007
hmmm xmas is coming new year is coming.... been busy meetin / catchin up with my frenz meetin him and yes it was fun. and once again i question how mani frenz i reali reali haf... and i guess i noe it all along. it isnt the amount tat i care about... is the feelin sumhow doesnt seems to be the same. maybe we grow older...so nt tat sticky animore... or am i still the onli sticky oneS?
aniway tat is my prob i jus haf to face it... sumhow or rather maybe is jus i havent grow up... tinkin of the past also no use wad...
sum pple i care about so much... yet i noe they dun care about mi the way i do... but i cant help but care... i care about so mani tings... haiz... and this 2 frenz of mine, i jus hope they can get together again but i cant do anithing to help them. i jus feel so useless... they are the ones always helping mi. yet now i cant do anithing except to hope a miracle will come... friendship... haiz. sumtimes i dunno wad to trust... who careS about this stupid ger?
i noe they sae wad treasure wad u haf instead of hoping wad u dun haf... but question is wad do i reali haf? i dunno animore already. i haf myself to blame. maybe i am not a gd frenz... tat is y. i am not a gd person i sucks. haiz...
hw to be a better person. maybe i should jus smile smile smile... my way of life. smile thru out and no body noes wad i reali feel inside becoz tat is not impt. wad impt is tat i am smiling ................
6:15 AM
Monday, December 10, 2007
is dec 10 today.... mi and him the 2 years, didnt go aniwhere special but den he is with mi... he on leave... instead of gettin present from him, i rather he be beside mi. hee dunno he will see this not but if he will... den jus wanna noe tat i reali hope we can last...**muack*** hee =)
xmas is also coming... if u ask mi wad i wan last time, i will sae i hope santa will give mi this this tat tat... now maybe i noe sumtings jus dun come true... and maybe i noe the value of life... or maybe i jus dun wanna lose wad i haf now. him, my dear fren and family. i am kinda contented with wad i haf now. jus hope every1 is happy this xmas. dreams as i noe by now dun come true unless u reali reali wan it and reali reali work towards it ba. but still havin a dream is beta than having none at all... hee
and new year will come soon. i jus hope my pay will increase, find sumthing to study? work happily and not like now, work for the sake of workin lo. and for my new frenz ahead, welcome to my melody =)
new year means new chance to begin everything and holi always is a chance to find excuses to meet up with pple i care about pple i miss....
12:36 AM
Sunday, December 09, 2007
12:27 AM
4:36 AM
Saturday, December 08, 2007
hmmmm watch enchanted? a veri nice show a must see show... how fairy tale becomes true... to our real world... heez nth is impossible huh for the loved ones she nv go to her fairy tale land wor... but when the prince comes he bring back a ger... haha so is tat saein the prince like the fairy tale world more?
another show hitman... clever show wor. and how he can protect the ger. so sweet rite
but he is reali smart.
aniway the upcoming movies alvin and the chiphunks, the warlords are also my must see show wor...
and it is going to be our 2nd year together already... hurray...
as for my work is the same la. same old boring stuff... hope i can make it til next yr... jiayou for mi ook.
4:32 AM
hmmm recently got a scare from him...
send mi a sms scare mi to hell...
but now ok le all misunderstandin.... special thanks to su yee cher and ting.
thanks wor... if not i sure sad until cannot make it. at least now still gt control. hee BIG BIG BIG BIG thanks you wor.....
xmas coming le so sista date mi out ok?
call mi on my hp or wad la. coz i seldom online my com too lag le. i miss all my frenzs lets catch up this xmas before the new year 2008 arrive ok?
friends forvever ok....