8:34 AM
Saturday, January 26, 2008
jan is about to come to an end. and soon is feb my fav CNY is coming already wor. a dae i meet pple i care about, with the blood bond but dun haf alot of time to meet. most is 1 yr once. sumtimes i hope we can meet more often. and nice food to eat, nice clothes nice hongbao. haha and holi a break from my work wor.. haha...
care come from diff type and pple view it in diff way ba i guess...jus like the way i care about my family and frenz.. to sae my frenz. i noe i always sae i treasure them but at times i admit i do disappoint them the expectations they haf of mi. but i jus wanna sae i care. i reali do. i dun haf alot of frenz to begin with. is hard to find sum1 who reali clicks with mi. i am veri si xin yan de. good frenx i wun let go. they can always find mi and i will be there if i can. unless i noe my laogong wanna meet mi. i am sorrie wo xin tai luan... and i seldom see him he in army ma. aiya i noe i findin excuses la. jus sorrie ... haiz i noe i am wrong. but is jus hard ok.
but den if pple i dun click with no matter wad also is hard de. so my frenz not alot but still i am happy coz the pple i need is not alot. jus sumtimes bored la.. cannot find pple lo
haiz but frenz depends on fate ba. if frenz for life no matter wad also wun affect the friendship de. becoz when meet is diff de. u will feel it.. haha abit emo but if u had close frenx like i do u will noe y. they always make mi feel beta no matter wad. reali u noe who u are rite. haha even nv meert beri long also will haf tat feelin de. but if not fated, jus like r/s will fade de lor. jus too bad. will fade lo den no more lo. den juus haf to let go.
nth left, onli memories stay with mii...
but maybe life is about creatin memories no matter happy or sad ba..
to mi i reali hope i can find more frenz to share my life with. so many things i wanna do.
bcoz if i dun haf more frenz. i tink i will stress my other frenz le. i noe they bz no time for mii or shud i sae i too free...
let god decide. i noe i am a ger tat wants alot in life. but is always gd to haf a goal noein wad u wan. at least makes life interestin u noe.
6:54 PM
Saturday, January 12, 2008
todae is 13th.... hee mi and laogong 25mth already sia...
hee and i went party world ytd. hee and it was fun.
den cny coming so lookin forward to it already. den can meet cher they all and go meet my relatives wor... and den can take a break. gt so mani plans to do. so mani considerations so mani uncertainness. i jus hope tat wad i plan will come true and be success lor. den i will sure blog here big big de.
but den i will need alot of support. hahah....
2008 so fast hor. haiz i going to be 20yrs old already. haiz...
old already. so sianz la.. sianzzzz...
everydae work eat slp shit play tok run walk smile luff chat type fax .....
i miss being myself can slack and slack... haha