7:42 AM
Wednesday, April 09, 2008
when u learn how to grow up maybe u will forget certain things. how childish or how much u love being childish. or how we dream about certain things or future. yet now everyting need time. i wish to be with a successful woman with my loved ones. to be happy but yet hard. haiz. dunno la.
i jus hope i will grow up but den still hard to learn how to grow up. coz grow up is to noe and to destroy wad ur childish tings and ideas becoz u noe u will nv fulfill them in the world we live in now. so we all love cartoon and movie. for they can gif us a hope in tryin to fulfil our life. how it is to live like tat. but nt possible in our life. haha
but we all haf to grow so tat we will learn. afterall tat is wad our life is all about.
12:01 AM
Sunday, April 06, 2008
iin our life we have to make a lot of choices, so much so we always sae no choice. bo bian la, is the surroundins tat make us who we are... but reali not? we reali dunno....
example if given a choice, rite or left hand which one is more impt. yes we certainly will sae of coz both is impt la. come on without any 1 also cannot make it wad. but wad if ur life depends on it, u will chose rite or left.
some will choose rite. some will choose left.yet again, another qns.
is all about ur tinkin. if u rite hander u will sae rite hand more impt. if u left hander u will sae left hand more impt de wad. haha. conclusion is afterall we hav a choice. but we refuse to make a choice. until we are force to do it. haiz jus like my bf. i noe where i stand. i reali noe. now we can be together coz nth is forcing him...at least not now. in furure i reali dunno. dunno. dunno.
5:32 AM
Saturday, April 05, 2008
the life of a human is about...
learning thru mistakes thus we are not made perfect but we wanna be perfect, if not we will not wanna improve ourself. there is nth such as waste time. even if it is the life of a slacker. if u nv slack b4 u will nv noe wad is real bz. likewise if u nv bz b4 u will nv enjoy how to slack.
we have to experience sadness in our life to noe wad happiness will bring. i believe pple who nv experience sadness will not enjoy happiness. at least this is wad i noe. tat is wad tot mi to be contented.
sum1 once told mi. when the going gets tough, the tough gets going. haha. so true rite. jus have to keep going so tat u will get tougher. i always rmb this. though i noe emotionally and physically i am not strong. then i will try to improve myself lo. tough is able to take wad others cant take. in chinese they sae ren ren suo bu neng ren. haha
suddenly beri emotional. maybe coz i am not feelin well todae. sick sick sick. so sick. haiz yet i like being myself.
last time when sum1 hurt mi. i dun understand y it happen. bt now it makes mi treasue things more. i noe sum sae y treasure when u will lose it sumdae, but if u nv treasure it u will regret too. coz it is not urs to lose at all. gt nth to lose. example, my frenz... i treasure them but sumtimes i also noe i am not their onli frenz.. i will lose them not to their bf .. but to time. sum1 once said frenzship will lose to love. but no is not to love onli. but time. every get bz. so bz tat our time get lesser and lesser to hang ard. we blame it on our work. we blame it on our survival... i dun wanna give myself excuses. i shall quit in june. spend more time with miself, him frenz.....
i maybe silly. how to survive. but i will... and i will post it. is not hard jus eh, not veri nice for adults. they tink i still wanna play. i jus wanna give myself time.