the life of a human is about...

learning thru mistakes thus we are not made perfect but we wanna be perfect, if not we will not wanna improve ourself. there is nth such as waste time. even if it is the life of a slacker. if u nv slack b4 u will nv noe wad is real bz. likewise if u nv bz b4 u will nv enjoy how to slack.

we have to experience sadness in our life to noe wad happiness will bring. i believe pple who nv experience sadness will not enjoy happiness. at least this is wad i noe. tat is wad tot mi to be contented.

sum1 once told mi. when the going gets tough, the tough gets going. haha. so true rite. jus have to keep going so tat u will get tougher. i always rmb this. though i noe emotionally and physically i am not strong. then i will try to improve myself lo. tough is able to take wad others cant take. in chinese they sae ren ren suo bu neng ren. haha

suddenly beri emotional. maybe coz i am not feelin well todae. sick sick sick. so sick. haiz yet i like being myself.

last time when sum1 hurt mi. i dun understand y it happen. bt now it makes mi treasue things more. i noe sum sae y treasure when u will lose it sumdae, but if u nv treasure it u will regret too. coz it is not urs to lose at all. gt nth to lose. example, my frenz... i treasure them but sumtimes i also noe i am not their onli frenz.. i will lose them not to their bf .. but to time. sum1 once said frenzship will lose to love. but no is not to love onli. but time. every get bz. so bz tat our time get lesser and lesser to hang ard. we blame it on our work. we blame it on our survival... i dun wanna give myself excuses. i shall quit in june. spend more time with miself, him frenz.....

i maybe silly. how to survive. but i will... and i will post it. is not hard jus eh, not veri nice for adults. they tink i still wanna play. i jus wanna give myself time.