how does the human heart works... u ask mi??
i wun sae evil i wun sae kind. i will sae is the envt. is the pple u noe.
reali.... the kindness person also haf their evil side. sadly, is the envt tat changes pple behaviour.

we tend to put a barrier to our inmost heart for fear of brkin it. jus like we always locked up our precious things for fear of losing it. the barrier is always covered in anger,fear,adnormal behaviour. if u noe wad i mean. sumtimes we lose ourself. how to get back?>
i reali dunno...

i am lost. so lost. sumtimes i noe i am a sadistic, so i cover myself with smiles, cheerful image to be happy. but i noe is not true. deepdown i feel so insecure, so lonely... even with my frenz ard, even with him.. i dunno y i feel so insecure...like nth can make mi feel safe. maybe is becoz i gt hurt b4...by frenz, by him by so mani things. i hate myself like this. y cant i just be mi, the mi that dunno anithing. even if pple hurt mi, i will just smile thru it.
i hate this feelin.... insecure.... so insecure tat i dun trust ani1. y....
y...y....y......