u noe sometimes i reali tink i am the cause of trouble u noe... is like i jus ask a veri simple qns... so simple yet in the end things become worse.... veri jialat. wad the ... i feel so like i shouldnt be here la... haiz... i noe pple sae i emotional... but i seen worse la. happy become like crazy sad den like dunno wad de sad, angry den scold til siao... wad the....
den i was tinkin how to become a famous blogger,and some1 was telling mi to not be so emotional in my blog. but to mi, blog is the onli place that i can relaz lo.. and den be myself, sae wad i wan la..if not wad, keep to myself 4ever, and den tok to myself... i already so open le.tok cry and wadeva.. u pple tink i too emotional.. den u noe u seen worse. u reali can faint de lo... haiz, i dunno la maybe i in no position to comment on others. but who den is in the postion to comment on mi?
have u ever been a vegetarian? have u ever who had parents who dun understand u.dun trust u. and ever had frenz who u noe can tok and sae so much like they noe but they actually dun noe aniting. every1 body tink differently, so i wil sae the word subjective is a gd comment.
like being a vegetarian is nt as ez as wad u all tink it is. esp a person like mi, lack of self-confident. so mani a times i find myself hateful also la...
is like if pple noe i vegetarian i scared they will sae what the... so ma fan ... eat mus go to place she can eat. den dun be frenz with mi.. or if they noe i vegetarian den forget, last time, i will sae is ok... pple are 4getful, i still tink like tat. but sumtimes, it jus occurs to mi, no1 cares ... or they jus wanna treat mi like i am normal... what the rite, y mus my brain kill so mani brain cells?
f care rite. haiz....
and every1 gt their own responsibilty in life... mum, dad, son,daughter and so on. so i also wanna be a gd daughter,gd sister... gd frenz ah. but u tink gt use ah, be gd daugher. sumhow money makes the world go round... gd frenz veri hard to be, unless u can be veri understanding.... veri sensitive....
is like sum pple dun do their things properly, den keep saein others lo... i dunno la.. full of what the now.. which i dun wanna sae, but keep typing now...
what the f....
haiz, is like i dunno la, whatever is done, is done. pple make the effort to help u, appreciate it... is like i am learning also u noe. veri few pple are like sain now, true kindness, helping without any returns... is like nowadaes pple help, they wan sumthing in return, be it a thanks, be it a smile fr u... is all sumthing u noe...
this is going to be a long long entry... haha so i beta stop... i promise i will gif more nonemotional blog post sumtime ok... for a change for my dear readers, whoever out there.... haha thanks...
is being able to sae wad i wan, tat attracts mi to bloggin.. as simple as tat...