new job starting on mon. so i guess i wun haf so much time to blog. hope it will be a good experience. wish mi luck. and i hope i will like it.

and i hope things wun change b/w mi and dear. He ORD le, i am happy. yet, maybe insecure. keep tellin myself to haf more confidence. everything will be ok. wad will happen will happen jiayou ba. loti u already 20 le this yr, mus be more strong dun cry le can anot. haiz. little little thing jiu cry... this mus change ba. be stronger.

i am not strong i noe. i am tryin i am always tryin. but hard...