i cant slp. decide to blog.. but dunno wad to blog...
hmm but i realise tat the bloggers tat i read they post about the same things. both being paid to do it i guess.. being paid to blog. tat sounds fun. but becomes nt wad u wanna blog. not about mi le. but will ani1 be so interested in my blog. i dun tink so. jus where i go on with my rubbish tok lo. sumwhere to vent my angers, my pain my emotions. since i am so emotion. and yes i miss him. haiz. i noe i shud be more independent. but is hard. things happening, i wished he was here. another side of mi tell mi to strong. with or w.o him. i nv noe wad will happen in the future. nt tat i dun trust him, jus tat things have kinda gone a diff path now. maybe he doesnt reali realise. but i do. haiz.

sum1 tell mi sumthing veri nice.
2 pple together for long is not ai qing, is gan qing.
no i dun wanna sae tat. no love but onli feelins. haiz. i dunno how will u react.
but for mi, no i dun wan. i wan ai qing.
if u ask mi y, allow mi to explain ( this is going to be a long post, u can stop readin... if u dun wanna read. thx for readin until here aniway. )
hmmm for items like for example my fav minnie mouse. hug long le, yes will haf gan qing, tat is not ai qing ok.

den ai qing.... ( sorrie abit too sweet) is to my dear laogong la. so he can dun eat sweet le.. haha aniway tat is ai qing + gan qing la. if nt cannot maintain. but i reali cannot imagine if wad is left is onli mere gan qing... haiz

the following is for u laogong:
i jus wanna sae i love u. i noe u noe. jus wanna tell u i reali do. alot of times i reali hope u can be with mi. but we are both bz. or shud i sae u more bz. i understand. i noe u are still here for mi. =) we jiayou together til the dae our dream come true.

the following is for my frenz
pls meet up often. i am so bored. lol and take care of urself til we meet again. i hope the next time i will be slimer and prettier and everything nice. haha but 1 thing tink cannot change as emotional as ever. lol. and ah yee, i noe u read this. but dunno u will read til here nt sia, coz in front too emo le. haha pls hor, try to nt work so much so we can meet more la!!!