12:50 AM
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
i was told by a frenz to count my own blessings.
maybe hafing my birthday blues. but wadeva the case i am still happy there are pple who wanna celebrate with mi.
and i shud reali count my blessings and stop comparing. i cant help it. and i hate it everytime i do it. i noe diff pple leads diff life.
and i noe diff pple tink differently. yet there are sum ideas i cant accept. maybe i shud learn to accept. but if we keep changing the way we tink. i pose 1 qns...
are u tryin to show u are flexible? or are we just going with the flow? or just no character to sae ur own. ... (maybe more than 1 qns... )
maybe coz i cant ans these qns myself tat sumtimes i refuse to change. unless maybe....... when i can ans myself the qns, den yes i can ans.
judge mi all u wan. u can sae i dun count my blessings. but do i reali dunno..
jus tat i will compare. i will wanna lead a better life. a happier life if possible.
but my frenz, i still noe the value...
wish mi luck in understanding wad is my life ...............
4:31 AM
Thursday, August 21, 2008
ren .... so mani a times we need to ren... ren so tat we will nt bring harm to ownself or others. sumtimes is jus coz of politeness... while some is jus coz u care. i guess no matter wad, it jus happens....
even when u are in pain...
我想哭的时候也要笑...
so tat others will nt tink u are weak, so tat u will be stronger.
can u believe mi when i sae i am tired of living.
i am, reali am....
frenz 4ever, love 4ever, family 4ever.... haiz these words,
still sumtimes, hw true?
enuff of depression things. let's say about happy things....
tat my bdae is coming.. lol
sorrie to repeat it again and again. but nowadaes this is the onli things tat motivate mi. haha to look forward to my daes on earth.
hmmm... let mi tink. yeah 1 more.... hee....
i am going to the science centre on 5th sept. hee =) an event held by my company.. and i am jus KPO enuff to ask. wanna haf fun ma. and i also beri long nv go le. but gt work related things to do ba i guess... dunno yet. but maybe i am nt beri welcome... dunno la, dun wanna tink too much le...
ok, shall stop here... take care pple...
please tag....
i am so bored ~~~
11:21 PM
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
there will be a change in my birthday plans.
i will not be going drinking anymore. due to wad happen recently. haha
but sumthings still remain
i wanna do....
1) ktv. singing at kbox, partyworld ( i gt voucher ) or the one ktv
2)eat in a famous restaurant
3)ton at cher hse. i wanna haf steamboat. maybe next time can organise another gathering for BBQ near her hse. long long ago. dunno y gt the crave for steamboat man. haha....
these are the top things need to do de. hee
and i reali need more $.
so mani things to buy. so mani things to do... maybe i shud get a job that pays mi commission. lol.....
jiayou ba, loti...
p.s : loti will nt taste gd with oil rite? lol
4:41 AM
Thursday, August 14, 2008
hmmm must be wondering y i nv put to buy for bdae rite? lol
coz i wan the things all beri expensive.
so i shall save up and buy. haiz. is like i need a lot of money. 1st time i tink i need a camera. coz i am planning to go overseas next yr. shall keep u in suspense where i going. those already noe keep quiet. and alot more things for winter. and more for my own selfish need. haiz i used to hate taking photo. pple reali change ah, love-hate r/s, lol.
aniway, back to the topic,
i wanna do the following for my bdae
1)singing at THE ONE KTV
-i heard they haf theme... like hello kitty, mickey mouse, etc. i of coz wanna go mickey mouse de, but i also noe ah yee wanna go hello kitty, as u all noe, ah yee bdae earlier, she bigger, havent to listen to her lo. hee but she will go nt? dunno la. see hw =)
2)drinking at the balcony(hereen), st james power station. (aiya in short, gt drinks count mi in ok)
3)dinner at a famous vegetarian restaurant (hello vegetarian also veri nice to eat de hor... )
4)chalet!!! i love the environment of a chalet. den can go swimming also....
there alot of things i wanna do. do join mi. lol call mi.
lol like advertising hor. haha too bored, u noe i am not supposed to blog at this time.... (shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh............)
6:09 AM
Sunday, August 10, 2008
比想象中更痛
你真的没回头
我命令眼泪不许失控
回忆不跟你走
都挤在我心中
我就有责任让它值得被珍重
谢谢你曾让我难过
谢谢我没有想太多
当爱情左盼右顾的时候
我眼泪都笑了 谁还想哭呢
再勇敢的站着 找回光和热
面对你的时候 我不会舍不得
因为你已是过客 因为路有些曲折 是美的
我眼泪都笑了 谁还会哭呢
来不及完美的 就唱首骊歌
想起你的时候 我不是卑微的
反而我没有遗憾 因为我已爱过你 深深的
心碎成了沙漠 就快开凿绿洲
我没有时间不知所措
你温柔的双手 本就不属于我
又何必在乎它以后属于谁呢
6:07 AM
Sunday, August 03, 2008
yes i was dead drunk ytd,haiz
6 glass.... i wonder wad happen after tat i cannot rmb. reali cannot.
only after my bf come den i rmb wad happen. lucky he is ard, the bar pple come him de. haiz pls dun ask mi to go drinkin le. he dun allow le. even my bdae ba, and i cant eat anithing spicy at least for this week.
u noe, i vomit blood out? haiz. i didnt noe of coz, as drunk as i am.
den ok la, went to see a doc, as recommend by him lo. doc sae is ok, coz abit blood ma. due to the alcohol, is normal la. den ask mi dun drink so much lo. also took medicine and MC, coz didnt go to work lo. haiz.
1st medicine for gastric acid, 2nd for vommitting, 3rd for sore throat, 4rd hee this is for my personal medicine. haha. i still cant believe i was reali dead drunk ytd
wad happen after the 6th drink and b4 my bf come. i reali cannot rmb. i onli noe, i will nv drink as much again, or even without him ard. haiz
aniway the frenz tat went with mi also drunk, but she beta, still can go to work. my hangover veri jialat. headache also lo. haiz den my bf sae i keep banging my head. lol this i rmb. coz too tired le. den now my head pain pain...
and i also vomit in the taxi. lol
this morning also vomit... haiz
aniway i feel beta now. thanks my dear bf
and su yee if u are reading this, i jus wanna sae, i reali wish u were with mi ytd....
6:07 AM
yes i was dead drunk ytd,haiz
6 glass.... i wonder wad happen after tat i cannot rmb. reali cannot.
only after my bf come den i rmb wad happen. lucky he is ard, the bar pple come him de. haiz pls dun ask mi to go drinkin le. he dun allow le. even my bdae ba, and i cant eat anithing spicy at least for this week.
u noe, i vomit blood out? haiz. i didnt noe of coz, as drunk as i am.
den ok la, went to see a doc, as recommend by him lo. doc sae is ok, coz abit blood ma. due to the alcohol, is normal la. den ask mi dun drink so much lo. also took medicine and MC, coz didnt go to work lo. haiz.
1st medicine for gastric acid, 2nd for vommitting, 3rd for sore throat, 4rd hee this is for my personal medicine. haha. i still cant believe i was reali dead drunk ytd
wad happen after the 6th drink and b4 my bf come. i reali cannot rmb. i onli noe, i will nv drink as much again, or even without him ard. haiz
aniway the frenz tat went with mi also drunk, but she beta, still can go to work. my hangover veri jialat. headache also lo. haiz den my bf sae i keep banging my head. lol this i rmb. coz too tired le. den now my head pain pain...
and i also vomit in the taxi. lol
this morning also vomit... haiz
aniway i feel beta now. thanks my dear bf
and su yee if u are reading this, i jus wanna sae, i reali wish u were with mi ytd....