dancing arrows flying all around. den i jus need to learn hw to cope with dancing... haha, if u noe wad i mean u will get it?

teamwork? haha .... funni... beri beri funni...

maybe jus wanna let others be fair to mi? yet they dun see the point of being fair to me? becoz i aint't tat impt nt to them aniway. a loner stands. and wonder am i reali suitable to be a loner. this i reali dunno...

wad i noe is this... once a frenz told mi...

when the going gets tough the tough gets going...

tat is wad kept mi going on no matter wad. for i noe even if no1 cares she cares...

been watching liu ying hua yuan 2... dao ming si lost memory.. wad if 1 dae i lost my memory? i dun haf frenz like F4. but i do haf a grp of 4 pple... 3 gers tat i dun wanna forget.. they were always there for mi. even when i did foolish things. happy sad or angry, they make mi feel i am nt alone. even though i dun sae but i treasure this frenzship more than i ever... even though i pei dear more. but u all i nv did 4get. and dear, if he lost his memory and 4get mi love sum1. maybe is hard. real hard. but like shan cai maybe i jus wan to noe he is safe. if he regain his memory, den who will he choose? the ger he like when he lost his memory? or mi again? haha i dunno. coz when u lost ur memory nth is confirmed. wad i noe is if i lost my memory i hope my beloved will nt be sad and stay with mi til i gain my memory... i dun like being alone. ya i gt the ans to my qns, no i dun like to be a LONER. thus i hate wad i am doin now. tryin to be a LONER. haiz..

and lan qiu huo... xiao zhu and jerry were such gd frenz. even a ger did nt ruin their friendship. nth does... i envy such friendship and i envy the love showed in the show. still, i love my life. my version of F4 is gd enuff...my version of dear is also gd enuff. the rest, i shall not be greedy. i shall not be sad. i shall not be angry, i shall not compare.

does typing confirms wad i will do? if so...

i hope so....

tell mi wad to do.. i hafin headache. haiz putting lots of feng you but no use. haiz... tink nt enuff slp ba. but was happie ytd.. coz dear spend the whole dae with mi...

and sundae he came and fetch mi and frenz though is late, still sent my frenz home. hee =) i love holidays =P
next holi is 8 dec!!!
den beri soon xmas. and kor come back le.
miss him..
he always sms mi whenever i dun go home...
kor, mus take care ok?

and lookin forward to thurs , coz can go singing already .. hee
den is with cher and ting. been long since the 3 of us reali sing together le.

den tml mus remember to go and take passport....
lookin forward to the hokkaido trip so much, my 1st and still counting.. hee

and another happy thing da ge bdae coming... den we going to haf dinner together at lingzhi ... WOW ~ so looking forward...

yet this bdae. 10Nov is close to sum1 else. a frenz? or nth at all? i dunno. but i miss those daes when we can tok about anithing under the sun? did things change? or did surroundings change? haiz...

and this 16 nov is dear choir performance. i haf hope to be able to bring more pple for him. yet... haiz unable to... whoever sees this and want to go pls call sms mi or flood mi. is at RAFFLES Hotel. haf to pay for ticket la $12. but support mi dear ma. haha. hope can find more pple....
and i wish them success.. jiayou...

sumtime i question alot of things....

i change. yes i noe. i see it now.
i kinda feel for myself.
if u noe wad i mean. last time i dun haf a mind of my own. nw i do. i dun blame pple who dun tink about mi. i stop doin it. instead i tink about myself.
and i wonder if i overdid it? hmmm i hope nt...

and savings. i tink i do reali wanna save. but i still spend. haha.. abit on the other things. pple might tink i am stingy. but i reali wanna go overseas more often. is a long term goal. not short term, thus i haf to save on little little things.

but there are things tat wun change. like my K session... lol


i hope pple will like mi. the mi tat tink about myself. haiz.

i guess i dun reali am suitable for ZOUK. aint the clubbing type.
at least tat is wad i feel now.

aniway, i owe pple KTV session again.. haha shall schedule a date. and ah yee when can meet? i also dunno. my workin time kinda clash.

will i ever make it sumwhere in life?
i am so silly in love. but in the end wad will happen. i guess no point tinkin, decision is no longer with mi, coz i cant let go. jus bcoz he is my bf.

like sum of my frenz, as irrating and bitchy, bimbo or wad eva they are. they are my frenz and always will be. no matter hw angry or turn off by them. i will stick to my frenz...

aniway, i am jus bored as u can tell.

i dunno wad to do with life. or even with my r/s.
there is a sayin, when u tink it cant get any worse, it will. and when u tink it cant get ani better, it also will.. so hw do we actually tink?

funni rite? haha.. i dunno also leh to be honest.

even as i type i wonder who reali read besides myself, ah yee and cher?

haha... aniway is jus sumwhere i can vent everything out ba...

todae going to zouk with my frenz.. haha 1 whole grp. not bcoz i noe alot of clubbers, not coz i am ... but they are from my company...

NORMALLY i shud be happy.... coz gt pple go zouk with mi. nv go b4. can drink summore. but todae, honestly, i nt excited at all... haiz..
i will go coz i told them i will go. but nt excited. nt happie.. maybe go le den will happie..

or maybe nt? haha. i dunno la.

they sae is nt about hw much love there is in the beginning, but hw much love is build in the end.

so true.... so so true....

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we jus open =)

*we noe u haf a choice.thx u for choosing us*

OMG so blink rite. sure going to cost alot.. haha but u noe wad, i like.. and i actually did some blink on my camera and my mp5. haiz... speaking about mp5. i am so .... haiz sianz. coz i tink i lost the charger... OMG rite? haiz lucky bf nv scold, he buy de. he jus sae i shud nt bargain with the pple. haiz.. maybe ~ wadeva la, is like wad the hell i am suay lo. charger leh, dun haf hw to use. haiz..

it was FUN... too much fun tat i cant get enuff of it. trust mi u will love it and get addicted to both rides.

oh did i sae both rides. actually wanted to take the extreme swing only. but u noe after tat the pple there keep saein is more worth it to take both todae. combo $60. student only $50. my fren is student ma. so jus went ahead. might as well treat her the combo lo.. i wanted to try too. acutally extreme swing the height will go higher den bungi jump just tat the bungi jump is too sudden. lol the extreme swing when u reach all the way up, after tat u will be the 1 to actually signal tat u wanna swing down, there is a lever... but bungi jump is opertated by them.

funni part. we ask them to count b4 going up. they reali count. haha den we shoot up already. fun though. haha... but then painful... y...

coz...

my leg hit sumthing alot of times. haha...
this is reali a diff experience coz escape will haf the metal thing over u plus the stripes... but these dun haf. onli the stripes or wadeva is called... lol

aniway after tat we went to slack at viva. exactly where i nt sure. i guess i will find my way back there away. coz is KTV pub. and den there is pool table and of coz alcohol la.. haha drink quite alot i guess... but if i can make it to work todae i guess i am still ok =)

den we play lie dice. haha my fav...
den cab home. quite ex coz already 1am plus le. $22.20 sia. who wanna sponsor. lol

in my mood for extreme swing i dunno if i get it rite. is pre rite.
after then is post rite. aniway i am so excited.. now is about 6pm about 3 more hrs more i will be up high on it.
do not disapoint mi. my longest frenz tat i noe peiwen will haf the honour to accompany mi and see the scared mi.
haha...is it luck or wad she will decide. haha am beri lucky tat she wanna pei wo. coz alot sae dun wan... aniway this is my treat. her bdae next mth dunno wad to get her. might as well treat her since she also like but tink too ex. haha going to be poor. but worth it. at least now i tink so. so stay tuned.

i will update with sum photos if possible. haha.

i noe i owe alot of photos. gif mi time and i shock all of u with the photo i taken with my lovely camera. haha and i found a cute pouch for it. the 1 tat jw parents bought for mi in JAPAN yrs ago. it is white in colour and beri nice. haha den i didnt bear to use it.. or shud i sae found nth to go with it. til the camera came along.. hee =P

now i need to find my mp5 pouch. and sadden, i tink i lost the charger. or maybe at jw hse.... hmmmm hopefully at jw hse...