3:08 AM
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
i bought my 1st pair of LEVIS...
and i am already 20 yrs old counting towards 21. yeah another personal achievement. hee =)
when i 1st heard of levis, was like so long ago, always wanted a pair. but too ex.
now they gt this exchange any pair of jeans any brand and u get $50 off ur purchase. so i grab it. haha going to be like cher more and more at KSIN ~ lol
aniway i love it. OMG. though after discount also about $100. but is LEVIS.
lol rmb felicia always shout MY LEVIS ~ when sum1 dirty it. lol
i guess i understand it fully now.
hopefully they extend this til next mth.
coz i cant buy 1 more pair as much as i wan. this mth too ex le my expenses.
with bdae, xmas and so on ~
but i love dec. i love yr end. more more events. hee =)
ps: when i am 21, i wan a credit card, none other than citibank of coz. lol...
tat is 1 more yr to go ~
9:30 PM
Thursday, November 20, 2008
sorrie my dear frenz.
i noe i have disappointed mani...
all i can sae is i am sorrie
i cant help it.
yes i rmb wad i told myself last time after jason, after 7 ex...
but i nv had a r/s like tat b4, i nv loved like tat b4, i nv care so much b4, and wan nth in return...
the diff b/w like and love
i understand it now.
the true hard facts is tat i am like tat. the loti u all hate now.
i love him, maybe this love onli i understand.
if i have to fall to be strong, i jus have to,
in face the deeper the beta,
for den i wun regret tryin all i can.
maybe jus like a sand, the tighter u hold, the more it slip...
yet i qns,
yes, when u hold the sand u lose, it slips.
but when u no longer hold it, it will jus be there.
by then, it wun be wad i need animore? coz i no longer find the need to hold it.
thus, my ans is i rather hold it, jus not so tight, u noe u still can hold sand without slipping off....
for the dae i no longer hold it i no longer need it....
yes, all this is my choice.
i bear wadeva tat will happen. for i tink is worth it.
may god bless every1 ~
1:12 AM
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
Got this tag from ah yee ~
haha it also goes to show i am bored. and tat i read ur blog la !!!!
1- Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.
2- People who got tagged need to write a blog of their own 10 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.
3- At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and their names.
4- No tag backs!
一 いち i want to travel ard the world
ニ に i like to play with my hair
三 さん i want to be tai tai
四 よん i peel my skin when i am bored, nervous... jus like a snake =)
五 ご i hate skinny pple =P
六 ろく i love attention
七 なな i must hug sumthing to slp well
八 はち i need my feng you (chinese medication oil )24/7
九 きゅう i hate being alone
十 じゅう may number 1 & 3 come true
The 10 Chosen ones:
1)Cher
2)Shuxian
3)Weishan
4)Yvonne
5)any1 who read these
6)hui fang
7)pan xueling
8)su Yee... (who ask u to choose mi..=P)
9)joy
10)yilynn
haha and i doubt they read my blog...
i am just bored... too bored...
2:13 AM
Friday, November 14, 2008
she dreams of a wonderful guy at a wonderful place. she didnt talk much, but he talk alot, and more often than not, make her smile like she nv had b4.
he told her how he felt about her. she didnt say anithing. for deep down she did not know who to trust in love, the guy he sees now,
or the guy deep down in her heart.
yet, the guy didnt mind.
and the dream was so sweet and so real that when she wake up,
she find herself missing the guy.
even though she may not know who he is....
or may never know....
she wake up, hoping she can get back into her dreams...
9:27 PM
Friday, November 07, 2008
Hi every1...
i wanna go to the CATS musical... ani1 interested?
if worry ex. u haf til next yr APR leh... lol.. amazing musical. cannot miss hor.. i am going no matter wad. i wanna get a gd seat too. dear bdae on 17th apr.so maybe going on tat dae. but nt sure yet. coz his frenz wanna go too. hopefully can watch together. the more the merrier.
if i am not wrong there is a student price wor =)
so students gd lo.. haha
and i miss him.. haha there i go again. he mus be so happie i keep tokin about him... and i miss him.. haha
so excited. his concert coming soon. next sun... 16 NOV at raffles hotel wor. ani1 wanna go... ticket still selling at $12.. is nt exactly his concert. is his choir alumni concert. there will be his sch choir too.. .hee =)
and he told mi gt another choir concert soon...
haha so lookin forward.
hmmm like those rich pple going for musical? yeah tat is wad i wanna be...
kor called todae. from overseas. haha with regards to sum issue. haha kinda feel he still in spore. lol
aniway any plans for xmas?
please invite mi ok? though on xmas morning i will fetch kor from airport. yippie =)
but celebrate on xmas eve ma? correct? hee ...=)
so lookin 4ward to xmas. is like another bdae. gt presents, every1 gather. every1 happie happie ....
i miss him again. lol
1:52 AM
when u love sum1. regardless of who, ur family, ur frenz, ur beloved....
is sweet like those white chocolate u eat.
is bitter like those dark chocolate i love.
yet these are wad i love. i care.
i smile when they smile. i cry when they cry.
yet at times, i qns who will do the same for mi?
i miss him...
i noe loving sum1 isnt overly dependent on him... now hafin stomach cramps. now moody. make mi miss him more....
and i wonder when kor will be back. onli xmas. weird without him ard the hse.
i miss him...
i miss hafin him by my side no matter wad i noe he noes hw to cheer mi up.
yes i am a silly ger. but as long as i am by his side i dun care..
we all change. but love doesnt change, does it?
even when it does, i can sae ... i did tried all i can to love him. i do wad i can.. and i noe i will haf no regrets loving him.
i noe i jus love him.
and i noe i miss him so much tat it hurts.
i noe i need to be stronger if i wanna be by his side.
he reminds mi too much of myself.
when i was working at sakura...
the passion to keep it going.. when i am so full of my friends. when i loved my family.. however all these changed when i loved him.
i noe is jus tat i wanna be with him.
and i noe nt every1 tink i am rite. but i still love my fren and family. jus in a diff way.
i seek for understanding..
I need the strength to understand that he isnt like mi.
and a guy thinks about diff things 1st.
the emotional mi signing off................................
gone with the wind.
11:37 PM
Saturday, November 01, 2008
朋友
i haf lived a life of 20yrs and still counting...
and during these yrs i can rmb i dreamt about pple who left mi in my dreams... pple who died in my dreams, onli 2 person...
1st is my mum.. 2nd is a dear frenz...
and when i wake up i realise sumthing..
tat i will nv be angry or sad or unforgiving to them both... coz i noe nth will make mi angry til their death dae....
is concern. is care. is love. nt the kind of love of a r.s.
but from the bottom of the heart.
nth can sae beta than this song... we listen since young...
這些年一個人 風也過 雨也走
有過淚 有過錯 還記得堅持甚麽
真愛過才會懂 會寂寞 會回首
終有夢 終有你 在心中
朋友一生一起走 那些日子不再有
一句話 一輩子 一生情 一杯酒
朋友不曾孤單過 一聲朋友你會懂
還有傷 還有痛 還要走 還有我
一句話 一輩子 一生情 一杯酒
i noe i change.for beta or for worse. i am still the mi... u noe since we are frenz...
and all i wan is to keep true frenz by my side. understand tat i haf my own prob. and i will understand u haf ur own probs. and we choose to solve it in our own sturborn (spell wrong )way...
but tat wont change anithing....