when u love sum1. regardless of who, ur family, ur frenz, ur beloved....

is sweet like those white chocolate u eat.
is bitter like those dark chocolate i love.

yet these are wad i love. i care.

i smile when they smile. i cry when they cry.

yet at times, i qns who will do the same for mi?

i miss him...

i noe loving sum1 isnt overly dependent on him... now hafin stomach cramps. now moody. make mi miss him more....

and i wonder when kor will be back. onli xmas. weird without him ard the hse.

i miss him...

i miss hafin him by my side no matter wad i noe he noes hw to cheer mi up.
yes i am a silly ger. but as long as i am by his side i dun care..
we all change. but love doesnt change, does it?

even when it does, i can sae ... i did tried all i can to love him. i do wad i can.. and i noe i will haf no regrets loving him.

i noe i jus love him.

and i noe i miss him so much tat it hurts.
i noe i need to be stronger if i wanna be by his side.

he reminds mi too much of myself.

when i was working at sakura...
the passion to keep it going.. when i am so full of my friends. when i loved my family.. however all these changed when i loved him.

i noe is jus tat i wanna be with him.
and i noe nt every1 tink i am rite. but i still love my fren and family. jus in a diff way.

i seek for understanding..
I need the strength to understand that he isnt like mi.

and a guy thinks about diff things 1st.

the emotional mi signing off................................

gone with the wind.