sorrie my dear frenz.

i noe i have disappointed mani...

all i can sae is i am sorrie

i cant help it.

yes i rmb wad i told myself last time after jason, after 7 ex...
but i nv had a r/s like tat b4, i nv loved like tat b4, i nv care so much b4, and wan nth in return...

the diff b/w like and love
i understand it now.

the true hard facts is tat i am like tat. the loti u all hate now.
i love him, maybe this love onli i understand.

if i have to fall to be strong, i jus have to,
in face the deeper the beta,
for den i wun regret tryin all i can.

maybe jus like a sand, the tighter u hold, the more it slip...

yet i qns,

yes, when u hold the sand u lose, it slips.
but when u no longer hold it, it will jus be there.
by then, it wun be wad i need animore? coz i no longer find the need to hold it.

thus, my ans is i rather hold it, jus not so tight, u noe u still can hold sand without slipping off....

for the dae i no longer hold it i no longer need it....

yes, all this is my choice.
i bear wadeva tat will happen. for i tink is worth it.

may god bless every1 ~