dear diary,
i have so much to sae tat i dunno where to start?
everything still does not feel real to me,
a dream tat will nv come true, 090909...
a life tat will nv be the same animore.
i dare nt hope, for hope brings disappointment.
yet i still dream, but wad is there to dream when my worst nightmare has already happened?
maybe time is the best medicine,
i wish to be happy again...