i reali do feel old even though i am yet to become 21.
is like when most pple now like to eat in their fav restaurant, i prefer my hawker centre food, cheap and nice. they are wad i grow up with.
is like new things still bring excitement to mi la. but is the xin xian gan tat attracts, old things is comfort.

when most pple dun play friendster, facebook (pet society)etc, i still am addicted to it. like u can better understand y sumtimes my parents still go bedok to buy food etc when is quite a dist, is cheaper yes, also familiar and friendly to mi la.
i miss tat place.

now i get disapproval chops from the things i do, i wonder sumtimes if going against it is wad i wan? or jus to prove them wrong? is jus mi to haf feelins for things i once loved. things and pple i once cared about. i noe there are certain pple tat i cant bother with, pple like my ex. by then, is a diff case.
i dun wan to stop tokin for fear of disapproval,
but sumtimes i wish i can just stop doing things tat pple who care will nt understand. but is mi, i dun understand y cant? i noe is for my own gd. but still, will i have regrets nt leading my life the way i wan? or will i regret nt listening? which is worse? haiz...

and yes, i feel old, is like expectations are getting more and more with life. pple are changing maybe slowing to wad i dunno. i am also slowing changing....