i reali envy heartless pple. sumting i can nv be.
no matter for wad reason, they can be heartless, i always find it in my heart, maybe i am silly.

but i read a person tat i am not close with, but saw hw jus hw heart broken he was.
and tat brk my heart. yes i am too soft hearted.

or maybe i understand it too much, losing ur loved ones.

my gd frenz, shuxian will be flyin overseas to study soon.
her courage has always been sumthing i envy and proud of her.
she has worked hard for this, i give her my best wishes.
life has been hard on her, jus another ger, i hope life over there will be suitable for her. is a far far way there, so i cant promise i can be there for u when i need u, but bear in mind our friendship, so mani things we done together, so many memories,
tat will sumhow keep u going?
and we all noe, deep down, tat this is the best path for u.
tat even if u plan to work there in future, we will gif our best wishes again and hopefully fly there to congrats u, be it ur grad or jus to see u.
i find it hard, for u are sum1 i seems to noe all my life.
at least it is for the best.

when most pple are concerned hw well u do in ur life,
sum pple are concerned about jus u,
these pple are ur frenz.

i hope shuxian will meet more such pple there, and always be urself.
too much tots to sae, but i guess i will leave it for her. jus for her....