recently, went bedok to look for ah yee. at 1st jus went for lunch at bedok inter, den go ah yee hse slack.
wanted to go tampines, so went even though i was alone.
but, on the way out, i missed my bus, 225. den i was tinkin shud i go back to my old home, to find my neighbours? and yes i went.
when i went there, wad i saw scared mi!
the lift lobby, the staircase, was always the place i been dreaming about.
it seems like deep down, i miss bedok so much tat i dream of it so often.
but after going there, i felt better, tok to my old neighbours, being in a place i grow up in...
i miss the place becoz tat is where frenz were frenz, regardless of how i look, hw i tok, hw i am. i am still their dear loti.
yet again, if i nv move hse, will i ever have a computer? will i ever know dear? will i ever grow up?
going to be 21 le.
honestly, now i haf no plans for my bdae at all...
all i wanna do is to help my dear frenz with their bdae.
21st bdae. becoz i dunno hw long more i can be their frenz. pple change u noe?
and for mi, as i grow older, i haf lesser frenz...
lesser pple call mi loti...
memories always remain in my head...
nt as close, but still special to mi.
i been reading alot of undead fictions, to be exact, books written by MaryJanice Davidson. how vampires can eventually still die, when they are supposed to be living forever?
i guess what i like best is that i found out a reason y humans haf STM aka short term memory. haha. in the book, it states that vampire can suck blood from humans, and not turn them in vampires if they do not suck the life out of them. so in their terms "sheep". after vampires suck blood from human, they will do the whammy, meaning erase your memory about wad had happen, and only allow you to rmb what they sae. the same goes for the bite mark. it will disappear when they touch on it.AMAZING!!!
I started reading Undead & Unemployed then Undead & Unpopular, Undead & Unappreciated... now Undead & Unwed. haha there are actually a few more before i finish the undead series.
if u are curious to noe where i bought them, dun bother, they are from the library.
i love library books, reminds mi of the good old times that i go to library with my frenz. tat is happiness & i feel safe. hard to explain the exact feelins though...
yet again, how mani pple my age still goes to the library? more of popular & kino...
still as long as i am happie. i still go to the library. old sch, ya ya wadeva, as long as i am happie i dun reali care.