recently, went bedok to look for ah yee. at 1st jus went for lunch at bedok inter, den go ah yee hse slack.

wanted to go tampines, so went even though i was alone.
but, on the way out, i missed my bus, 225. den i was tinkin shud i go back to my old home, to find my neighbours? and yes i went.

when i went there, wad i saw scared mi!
the lift lobby, the staircase, was always the place i been dreaming about.
it seems like deep down, i miss bedok so much tat i dream of it so often.
but after going there, i felt better, tok to my old neighbours, being in a place i grow up in...

i miss the place becoz tat is where frenz were frenz, regardless of how i look, hw i tok, hw i am. i am still their dear loti.

yet again, if i nv move hse, will i ever have a computer? will i ever know dear? will i ever grow up?

going to be 21 le.
honestly, now i haf no plans for my bdae at all...
all i wanna do is to help my dear frenz with their bdae.
21st bdae. becoz i dunno hw long more i can be their frenz. pple change u noe?
and for mi, as i grow older, i haf lesser frenz...
lesser pple call mi loti...

memories always remain in my head...
nt as close, but still special to mi.