In my facebook, in my friendster... i been lookin for a guy named Jin Yi.. Charles. In Zhong Hua Sec... now same age as mi 21...

As much as i try to find, i still cant find him. our story keep repeating in my mind.
but todae is the dae i sort it out... after so mani yrs.
i noe y he did what he did.
i never hate him b4. to me, is all my fault for letting sumthing tat havent even started to end.
bcoz of him, i rather have a start and an ending, den to nv end at all...
bcoz of him, i understand what it means to have been loved b4, den nv to had loved at all.

I used to tink if i can have a chance to sae sorrie to him...
now i know, is nt possible...

i noe y he didnt want to contact me animore.

i hope he still hate me,
as tat way, i will haf a place in his heart, as an enemy... as sum1 he nv wans to hear fr again...

i hope he wan to forget mi,
as tat way, the more he wan to forget, the more he will rmb mi...

since we are nv going to contact each other again,
may u always hate mi, may u always wan to forget me....