8:46 PM
Thursday, July 30, 2009
It must be weird for some pple tat i keep planning for my birthday?
lol. and my guest list is increasing in amount. oh shit. will i have enuff for every1?
i guess i just have to try my luck. every1 knows i am lookin forward to my birthday like never b4..
but it is also bcoz it has been long since i really look forward to something as much as this. tink the last time was going to hokkaido ba.
aniway, i wanna go to tampines soon, ani1 interested?
i also wan to go tea chapter again...
and it seems like i need a new bag again, stupid bag havent even 1 mth old spoil liao.
later going bugis to meet my frenz, maybe can go see see, get a bag too...
but time passing so slow. now only going to 12pm. i meetin them 4pm...
+yawn+
4:13 AM
Saturday, July 25, 2009
(劉)有時候對一個人那麼用心 卻還是搞不清楚他的邏輯
談戀愛誰沒演過一點戲 裝沒事 裝忘記 裝相信
(范)有時候和一個人那麼緊密 卻還是忍不住想保護自己
誰戀愛不曾藏一點秘密 留防備 留回憶 留心情
(劉)謝謝你總是陪我分享 不能跟情人說的話
(范)我反反覆覆你也從不笑我 老是罵他卻又離不開他
(范)謝謝你總是替我收藏 不想跟情人說的話
(劉)我胡思亂想 你只握著我手 讓我釋放 然後慢慢寬廣
(劉)有時候和一個人(一個人)那麼緊密
卻還是忍不住想保護自己(保護自己)
(合)誰戀愛不曾藏一點秘密 留防備 留回憶 留心情
(合)謝謝你總是陪我分享 不能跟情人說的話
我反反覆覆你也從不笑我 老是罵他卻又離不開他
(合)謝謝你總是替我收藏 不想跟情人說的話
我胡思亂想 你只握著我手 讓我釋放 然後慢慢寬廣
(范)別人都說我很堅強 (劉)只有你勸我別逞強
(合)愛是飄揚卻不完美的天堂 舊了總有需要修補的地方
(合)謝謝你總是陪我分享 不能跟情人說的話
我反反覆覆你也從不笑我 老是罵他卻又離不開他
(合)謝謝你總是替我收藏 不想跟情人說的話
我胡思亂想 你只握著我手 讓我釋放 然後慢慢寬廣
3:45 AM
Friday, July 17, 2009
I will update in sept, after my bdae celebration and all tat...
Confirm flooded with my entry by then...
Meanwhile i will still be in FACEBOOK =)
4:07 AM
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
what i rmb, maybe diff from u, but den again what u rmb is also diff from mine.
my memories seems alive, jus like the stars, they can disappear and appear within my sight, just like it is always there. always there for me to reach out to.
when memories flash thru my mind, i hope i haf short-term memory, tat i will only rmb the happy times.
i keep looking at the memories i left behind... and wonder if i ever did move on?
maybe if u reali love a person b4, u will noe wad i mean.
i nv reali did move on...
there will always be a hole in the heart. and sometimes, some nite,
i cant help but wonder, what if things nv did change.
i noe we can nv go back to wad it was b4, i noe it is reali over.
but when my memories is bought alive again....
it hurts mi. yet why can it still reach my hurt. when i already recover?
bcoz it is like a scar? tat will still cost mi occasional pain?
or bcoz deep down sumwhere, i wan to rmb the good times...
and these days, the past is catching up on me.
Facebook have those old school photos, tat keep reminding mi about hw nice it was last time. about hw much fun i had. when every1 was still happy. reali happy. without hp, yet we contacted each other more, without facebook, we see each other more. wad an irony. i noe i can nv go back to wad it was b4. but den i cant help wishing tat can i?
but still i am happy, managed to contact sum1 i havent reali contacted for awhile. i noe he is doing well. tat is great. i gif him my best wishes, deep down i wish we can be closer frenz but i noe, i missed out in his life for so long. it wun be easy to step in again.
jus like another frenz, john i noe u will nv see this. so this is delicated to u...
i am beri disappointed tat u cant even be bothered to meet us... i noe we are nt tat close animore, at least nt wad it used to be. i am tryin to make an effort here. i noe is useless. but still i wanna try. u can ignore mi, but i at dun least regret nt trying. maybe we are nt frenz to u animore, but for mi, if u ever need a frenz, i will always be here. i am nt reali angry with u, jus using the anger to hide my disappointment... once a frenz, always a frenz...
9:07 AM
Wednesday, July 01, 2009
time passes, even now when i am typing this entry....
i am going to be 21st, back when i was planning for my 18th bdae party, it was veri diff...i wanted to have every1 then, now i just wanna be happy, the dates are more or less confirm. i want a sun, mon, tue. i noe there isnt going to be a great amount interested. but i believe the results will be what i want.
i noe i am never going back to my 18th bdae. but i want to make a 21st party a better 1, so my dear frenz, no playin with food and drinks on me. i am a serious person when it comes to things like tat. i dun like to waste $ nor food.
July: Polaroid films to buy, guestbook to be done, dates to be set...
Aug: chalet to be booked and paid for, guest to be invited. games to be planned and decorations to be confirmed.
Sept:food to be confirmed.
i guess that is more or less the list of things to do. and more, youth olyumic vounteer, inspired by meng zi and cher. haha. and i wanted to learn more about events job so i guess it will be a gd experience to start with.