what i rmb, maybe diff from u, but den again what u rmb is also diff from mine.
my memories seems alive, jus like the stars, they can disappear and appear within my sight, just like it is always there. always there for me to reach out to.
when memories flash thru my mind, i hope i haf short-term memory, tat i will only rmb the happy times.

i keep looking at the memories i left behind... and wonder if i ever did move on?
maybe if u reali love a person b4, u will noe wad i mean.
i nv reali did move on...
there will always be a hole in the heart. and sometimes, some nite,
i cant help but wonder, what if things nv did change.
i noe we can nv go back to wad it was b4, i noe it is reali over.
but when my memories is bought alive again....
it hurts mi. yet why can it still reach my hurt. when i already recover?
bcoz it is like a scar? tat will still cost mi occasional pain?
or bcoz deep down sumwhere, i wan to rmb the good times...

and these days, the past is catching up on me.
Facebook have those old school photos, tat keep reminding mi about hw nice it was last time. about hw much fun i had. when every1 was still happy. reali happy. without hp, yet we contacted each other more, without facebook, we see each other more. wad an irony. i noe i can nv go back to wad it was b4. but den i cant help wishing tat can i?

but still i am happy, managed to contact sum1 i havent reali contacted for awhile. i noe he is doing well. tat is great. i gif him my best wishes, deep down i wish we can be closer frenz but i noe, i missed out in his life for so long. it wun be easy to step in again.

jus like another frenz, john i noe u will nv see this. so this is delicated to u...

i am beri disappointed tat u cant even be bothered to meet us... i noe we are nt tat close animore, at least nt wad it used to be. i am tryin to make an effort here. i noe is useless. but still i wanna try. u can ignore mi, but i at dun least regret nt trying. maybe we are nt frenz to u animore, but for mi, if u ever need a frenz, i will always be here. i am nt reali angry with u, jus using the anger to hide my disappointment... once a frenz, always a frenz...