as most pple already noe, i had backpain due to cleaning of the glass...

the 1st day, it was still ok, but dear insist i go home and rest. so i did...
than mum was beri scary, she ask mi to see those chi doc, and make mi really scared la. but i did tink tat if tml reali pain will go la. lower back ma... but still scared so sms ting and cher about it.. even my kor la. they ask mi go see the doc too, be it chinese de or western de. den kinda feel beta, was in shock la...

then the next day wake up, haiz pain to the max la. which is today actually. wake up wan to stand up was so hard i cried la. den walk out saw my parents, they see mi already noe. bring mi go, i went in the end to a chinese doc, scared they will anyhow twist. but den already so pain le, gt pple bring mi see doc, i will jus go le, beta than doing nth about the pain. den cried lo.. walk also pain. mum pass mi handkerchief la...

aniway the doc sae is the gen ...
so ya lucky in a way nv affect my leg or my bone...
he did massage and put an ointment, beri good, and did some needles thing...
kinda feel beta after tat, at least can bear with the pain now.
need to eat medicine too la.
dear say is to strengthen the back thing...

aniway mum was asking me after dinner if i eat medicine le ma...
kinda quite funny, as if i mad.. need to eat medicine le. but glad she ask,
coz i forget. lol see hw forgetful i get recently lo.

and most imptly, now i will be home, until tue, if i dun feel pain le den no need go back find the doc le. coz the medicine also is 3 days de.

kinda feel every1 is bz...
i facebook a status like tat, lx sae i tot onli u bz...
she kinda get wad i was tryin to sae,
i realise tat now, is hard to find sum1 to slack ...
we are all bz with life, in my case helping out at the shop.
i dun blame any1, jus feel so lonely ba.
and i wonder if i was more serious, in a hospital, maybe i will just go, without the smsin pple issue... *Choy choy choy*
most are already so bz le... y trouble the others rite...

haiz i shall stop blogging these days..
coz gt a feelin all is sad stuff liao. lol

wait til i get more photos to update on my happy life.

Realise i been spending quite alot...
be it my bdae or others bdae. i need to control... i really really wan to find lx.

and it's 21 more days to my bdae. lol... the nice number 21...
aniway i was jus telling my frenz tat we all haf 4D number,
and mine is of coz 1709 =)

i guess pple do change with time, but certain things dun,
like hw much u will still care that sum1 la.
i know sumtimes i do and say the things not every1 like to hear, nor am i the best person to be with. but thanks for being a frenz to mi...

i need to go ION soon, seems like a great place to shop. and with me being budget, i will just go window shopping, and practise my self-control. i already spending too much on chalet. even though i noe is worth it la. hee =)

anyway did i say i went to SIM Members day, on 22 AUG... it was fun, kinda a chance for me to step into SIM too... and sort of like a student? coz i need to listen to lessons too... haha went for a magic show talk ( saw great magic, amazing speed, amazing illusion ) and then wine appreciation( great speaker, great wine, found my new fav wine, ICE WINE). best thing is their bazaar, i bought things i loved. and is currently waiting for them to send to mi.

best deal, of coz is popular book sales.... and now waiting for the next yr SIM members day already, but yet again who knows if i will be invited again rite?

and CONGRATS to ting ting, she went for a small audition of the dont forget the lyrics, and she won... as for the prizes i dun really rmb except for a BIG MIC which i am so goin to take a photo with on her bdae ( she promise to bring )

hmmm.. dun tink i miss out anithing la. but really had fun these days... too much fun that i tink i haf nt been in the shop. thx dear, for understanding my post sept fever and i nv forget u in my shopping ok ... wait and see... ( though i dun tink he sees tis)

will update more soon... since is a happening mth...
i love sept !!!

I cant slp. and i am tinkin about alot of things...

like what to do if 1 day u lost ur memory, and u can only hold on to 1 memory? what will u hold on to? ( currently i reading a book like tat, title called before I forget....)

when u keep telling urself u wan to forget, tat u will be happier...
but yet hw true it is, when it reali happens, will u regret?

yes there are times i regret about stuff, i feel sad about stuff, but is beta than to feel nth at all?

i at least can say i miss doing this and tat...
but what if 1 day i cant say i miss...
will ani1 still stay as my frenz? if i continue to forget things?

I gt this as an exchange gift from cher. nice =)

something tat cheer mi up when i am not exactly happy recently due to some matters. ( dun tink she noe la.. ) anyway it works like a good luck charm to mi ... hee

u can say 10 reasons to make mi leave, but actually just 1 reason is enough to make mi leave.

sometimes i am so tired ...

i just wanna rest...

Byul / Byol / Star Lyrics (200 Pounds Beauty OST)
Byul / Byol / Star Lyrics (200 Pounds Beauty OST)
Singer: Youme

param-kyori cha-ngeu-rheun-teul-go
nae kiman-han cha-gun naye bang wi-ro
arum-taun-ke pyul-bit-durun
kaduk chae-wo-chuneyo
sel-su-obshi manhunt pyul-tu-reun
ji-chyo-in-nun na-reul oru-man-chimyo
nae mam-soge katok tamun
nun-mul tak-ka shu-neyo

man-hyi apa-ha-ji-ma
nal kkung anun-chae
tado-kyojumyo chal-jara
wero-hae ju-neyo

goshi mo-thal man-kum
hime gyowa apa-wado
nun-muri a-peul kar-yowado
gatchi-mothan nae sarang apedo
na usul-lae-yu
cham-shira-do gyote
haeng-bo-khaet-don giok-turul
ga-sume gan-ji-khal-kkeyo
tunune sunoh-a-jin
cho pyol-deul-cho-rom yongwonhi

kkumul kku-deut taka-uneyo
yu-nu-nhi-do balkun naye byol hana
nunbu-shi-mi panjja-gimyo
okkae-wiro naer-yo-wa

jakku sulpo-hajima
son kkong chabun-chae
nal manchyo-jumyo
tta-seu-hi nal kamssa-shu-neyo

goshi mo-thal man-kum
hime gyowa apa-wado
nun-muri a-peul kar-yowado
gatchi-mothan nae sarang apedo
na usul-lae-yu
cham-shira-do gyote
haeng-bo-khaet-don giok-turul
ga-seum-soge gan-chikhal-kke-yo
tunune sunoh-ajin
cho pyol-deul-chorom ooohhhh

na onul-manun anu-royu
nun-muri kadokchowado
chogi cho byol-deul-chorom
na u-seul-lae-yo ooohhhh
haeng-bokhaet-don giok-modu
ga-sume gan-ji-khal-kkeyo
tunune sunoh-a-jin
cho pyon-deul-cho-rom
yongwonhi


translation:
the wind is shaking the windows,and over my small room,
the stars fill up the sky, shining brightly too many to count,
the stars reassure tired me
they wipe away the many tears that are deep inside me

don’t be hurt too much..they hug me tight and pamper me
and comfort me,
telling me to go to sleep

though I’m exhausted to the point where I can’t walk
though my tears blur my vision
I’ll still smile in front of my love that I’m not able to get

Even though our happy times were short, I’ll treasure it deep inside my heart
like those countless number of stars, forever

My dream is coming. though it is unusual that my one star is bright
it is very bright, even blinding..it comes down to my shoulder
stop being so sad..it holds my hand as it touches me
and gives me a warm hug

though I’m exhausted to the point where I can’t walkthough my tears blur my vision
I’ll still smile in front of my love that I’m not able to get

Even though our happy times were short, I’ll treasure it deep inside my heart
like those countless number of stars, forever

Only for today, I won’t cry though my eyes fill with tears
I want to laugh like those stars
Oh~ I want to cherish all my happy moments deep inside my heart
Like those countless number of stars, forever

this 21st bdae.... i wanted this celebration at all costs...
becoz, i feel that every1 is changing... diff path diff lives.
so i hope to use my bdae as an excuse to meet all my frenz.
i keep telling myself nt to get over-disppointed with the pple who cant come...
nt to be like last yr la. coz i wan to grow up.
lx told mi, nv come, mus bring presents... i am so keeping that in mind =)

but to mi is nt about the present, is about they care enuff to find the present...
but reali cant make it wad. den i understand lo...
i wun name who i wish could haf come, coz i wan all my frenz to come. those who make the effort, u are greatly appreciated.
those who dun, u jus miss out the fun, and miss out being in my guestbook, DIY by ah yee... the 1 and only unique guestbook =)

when nth is forever, i hope to keep more memories...
i am a person tat keep looking at the past. i love history...
to noe ur past, den u will learn from the mistakes...
what to do and what not to do.
i wish i wish tat all my frenz will nv forget mi...

DELICATED TO ALL MY FRENZ:

when others care about how high u fly,
i care about hw tired u are from all the flying...

we may no longer be as close, with the diff path we take in life,
but 1 thing is for sure, once a frenz always a frenz.
when u make it successful, i may nt be by ur side, but always rmb tat i will be most proud of u, i will be happy for u.... if that is all I can do. i'll take it, afterall need someone to do the clapping job? lol...

When u need some1, i'm jus a phone call away...

i cant gif any promises, but this, loti number will nv change...

Shuxian card was done last time, b4 she fly to brisbane to study. i miss her... i noe i will see her in dec la... but still far ma. my bdae coming, besides ah yee "scolding" me for over-obession with that...the others? i dunno... sept is a bz mth for every1. i understand and wonder y mus i squeeze in too, but i guess i dun wan to miss the fun. anyway i jus realise my frenz, which is few daes smaller than mi, his IC number only the last digit and alphabet different from me, jus so happen that his parents when applyin for birth cert is in front of my parents? or did they cut the Q? lol... and we happen to know each other la... fated or wat?

and the other 2 pics are of another card, i make for kah sin, a bz woman. but once a frenz always a frenz... i miss the times in mjr, even though 1 year, but it was fun... maybe tat is y i didnt have so much fun after sec1, coz i had too much fun during 1 yr...lol.

Went to try fish spa!!!
tinkle my leg, and had a great luff...alot of laughter at first. but fun in the end.. coz like massage. and they ate away my dead skin leh. all my dear frenz, please try... gives u a good luff, and then make ur leg more comfortable. esp after tat time 3 dae of roadshow...feels so great la...

so much dead skin for them to eat... lol..

This national day is also my off day!!!
actually haf lots of bulk printing to do at his shop.. but the car broke down b4 national day, gifin us 2 days to rest...

and on 8 Aug, his sister bdae... we went to this jap restaurant that provides excellent service. Zento Contemporary Jap Cruisine...
They even have spring chicken...
more importantly they created few dishes of vegetarian food for me... all very nice and had a cake for the bdae ger, on the plate wrote, happy bdae...