4:09 AM
Thursday, October 29, 2009
Karyn White - Superwoman Lyrics
Early in the morning I put breakfast at your table,
and make sure that your coffee has its sugar and cream...
Your eggs are overeasy, your toast unlikely,
all that's missing is your morning kiss that used to greet me...
Now you say the juice is sour, it used to be so sweet,
and I can't help but to wonder if you're talking about me...
We don't talk the way we used to talk, it's hurting so deep,
I've got my pride, I will not cry, but it's making me weak...
I'm not your superwoman...
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down,
and think that everything is okay...
Boy I am only human...
This girl needs more than occasional hugs
as a token of love from you to me...
I fought my way through the rush hour trying to make it home just for you...
I want to make sure that your dinner will be waiting for you...
But when you get there, you just tell me you're not hungry at all,
you said you'd rather read the paper and you don't want to talk...
You like to think that I'm just crazy when I say that you've changed,
I'm convinced I know the problem, you don't love me the same...
You're just going through the motions and you're not being fair,
I've got my pride, I will not cry, still I can't help but care!!!
I'm not your superwoman...(oh no no no!!!)
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down
and think that everything is okay...
Boy I am only human...(I'm only human!!!)
This girl needs more than occasional hugs
as a token of love from you to me...
I'm not your superwoman...
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down
and think that everything is okay...
Boy I am only human...
This girl needs more than occasional hugs
as a token of love from you to me...
Oooh, baby!!!
Look into the corners of your mind,
I'll always be there for you through good and bad times,
but I can't be the superwoman that you want me to be!!
I'll give my everlasting love if you'll return love to me!!
I'm not your superwoman!!!!
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down
and think that everything is okay...
Boy I am only human...
This girl needs more than occasional hugs
as a token of love from you to me...
Oh!!! If you feel it in your heart and you understand me,
stop right where you are, everybody sing along with me!
(hoo, hoo, hoo, hoo, hoo, hoo, hoo...)
I'm the kind of girl that can treat you so sweet,
but you got to realize that you got to be sweeter to me!!!
10:31 AM
Monday, October 26, 2009
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOY ~
finally 21 =) wishing u the best in ur future and that u will find some1 special for u that will cherish u for who u are, our dearest JOY.
Actually our friendship is what i call special, i mean i know this gal but wasnt close. so we didnt even talk much? but of coz i know who she is...friends usually started good... expect to have frenz to share ur happiness with, to play with and have fun with. or usually that's hw the friendship will start?
but with me and joy, we talk to each other more... bcoz we weren't exactly at the best part of our life. and we were on the same boat that time. i was so down i tot i nv tot i will find a frenz.. but i did, joy as her name goes, make mi realise although i am sad, but nt alone. we share sorrow & sadness together 1st.....
and even when she's nt in spore now, she makes it a point to rmb my bdae and the other gals, thx for the bdae card u send us, i hope u love our package =)
we keep in touch with msn, blog, facebook... is like nowadays even frenz in spore do keep in touch like tat la...
at 21, we learn how to have fun, how to cherish the things we loved, and thx for being such a great frenz to mi... even though i wasnt in my best form....
i hope u enjoy urself joy, for i wish i could be with u now and party with u. but i noe u will have as much fun too... our wishes will be with u.
9:58 AM
unspoken words leave mi a room for the benefit of the doubt. so i dun wan to sae,
pls dun ask more.
and life has been interesting these days with its ups and downs
up being i went to the following places:
1) night safari! halloween theme somemore!
2) i went swimming at sengkang gt slide de, indoor swimming pool somemore! going there again soon i hope! fun!
nt much actually. but fun a. den went library to slack and Daiso, MY fav! at rivervale somemore!
3) i got my girl guides cookies!!!!!!!!
i love it...
and for the downs, i guess it all part of me becoming stronger, i will not disappoint u guys ok!!!!!!!!!!
and with bdae coming up, more photos....
and i wan to do my xmas shopping soon. for budgeting purposes...
who need present? lol
3:30 AM
Friday, October 23, 2009
Highly inspired by Cher's blog...
I decided to blog this. Define Facebook addict!
in my own terms... being an addict means the following, do u see that in u?
1) U have to login your facebook every day if not u will feel like there is something wrong with u!
2) when u have no access to facebook u get frustrated easily...
3) when u start using facebook more than u ever sms or should i say when u stop using ur phone sms function and start using ur phone Wi-Fi to login facebook!
hmmm there can be so many reasons. but to me i gt 1 today! facebook performing site maintenance now, it will be only back in a few hours. but i have my food in cafe world cooking and rotting!!! argh more complains here Highly inspired by Cher's blog...
I decided to blog this. Define Facebook addict!
in my own terms... being an addict means the following, do u see that in u?
1) U have to login your facebook every day if not u will feel like there is something wrong with u!
2) when u have no access to facebook u get frustrated easily...
3) when u start using facebook more than u ever sms or should i say when u stop using ur phone sms function and start using ur phone Wi-Fi to login facebook!
hmmm there can be so many reasons. but to me i gt 1 today! facebook performing site maintenance now, it will be only back in a few hours. but i have my food in cafe world cooking and rotting!! more complains in twitter! http://twitter.com/mngg
it's 1 thing to be addicted and totally another thing to be ignoring ur real life ok. i mean i used to be an addict in IRC, but i learn alot there. is like i learn my craps there, i learn how to talk more there. as for facebook, it connects me to my friends, when i cant really get to see them in real life, i don't really haf a choice but to turn to facebook? at least i keep my promise to Keep in touch! i will of coz wan to meet up my frenz more, but it's a 2 way thing ....
I'm so looking forward to going to swimming this sun with clara, cher and bf and me and my bf =)there is slide i heard. and i also want to watch jennifer's body! out soon.... !!!
7:57 AM
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
I wonder if it's becoz i have a bad mouth, or just that i learnt to face the facts...that the things i said eventually came true...
enuff about this fren issue. choice made, understood and whatever ~
been thinking about the past. when i was still young, just being in my religion make mi happy... i was on stage before... then, maybe it was only then and when i had every1 attention i could be more confidence. i know i should have more self-confidence instead of attention-seeking. but then it was only on that stage that make mi confidence. even my kindergarden memories ( IN CC ) of dancing was wonderful... but then there was this 1 incident that some1 nv contacted me that there was a change in the date...for the practice, and i came back home disappointed... and maybe it was then i lost confidence...
and i also knew somewhere in my heart... that i am not tat impt, so i ask myself y bother to go on stage anymore... i know my presence isn't impt. maybe it was from then on that i had this thinking... that no matter what it doesnt really matter what i do, for there will always be some1/ something to replace mi.......
and until now i was right...
if u want to slap me in the face... i can tell u there is no need to.. for it's a fact isnt it. we all do have times when we tink that we feel so small, that there is no need for us to even be living rite?
and what make mi feel better are also wad make mi sad...
my dear frenz... loti, this name is not only a nickname, it's also the name pple close to my heart call me... it's the name i react faster than my own name itself...
bcoz of these pple, loti feel alive. yet is also these pple that sumtimes make mi feel dead. i know no1 is perfect, even myself... so i dun blame ani1. i just hope i have strength to believe the pple ard me. and not cause unnecessary hurt to others thru the words of my bad mouth.
i want to smile and pretend it's all ok. as long as every1 is happy. i will be happy rite? i want to smile thru my every day, bcoz as long as i still smile i will stay happy. i want to smile at the pple who had hurt me, bcoz as long as i still smile, i will prove to u that the hurt u gave me make mi grow to be a better person...
1:07 AM
Sunday, October 18, 2009
What will you do if u had killed your best friend accidentally?
Imagine how your life will be after that.
Imagine the pain you will go thru if u did not admit to the accident...
You had a life to live. You had dreams to come true. You had expectations to meet...
Now, you have a secret to keep...
a secret that will kill every1 who knows it...
it's such a show that will make mi think alot...
if things did happen... what will i do? be a bimbo, and live my life? Or have nth to hold on to? this show kept me thinking... Sorority Row, official site http://thetapi-ordie.com/
when some1 starts to keep a secret so deep, troubles are bound to happen,
who can keep a secret?
in life, there are so many cases of mistrust, sometimes we just stop believing in pple in general...
when for me, it's harder for me to trust myself with others, i see that some of the pple ard me can trust easily... i envy them, for they trust in pple in general, and i wonder where that part of me had gone. but then i worry that 1 day if they get hurt by the pple who they call "frenz" what will happen? i know sometimes pple have to get hurt to understand certain things... but i do nt have the heart to brk this innocent heart.
Recently i also went to see a short film (THE RELEASE )at Sinema (it's correctly spell ok, a place where singapore films are shown, u can goggle it =) that bring my thoughts to so many other things. i'm so proud of Alvin of coz... but to talk about this here is hard. hard to bring it into words what i felt... but i'll try to say some of my tots....
after watching the show, i guess we all do things we think is best for ourself, but there are still some, the few some who will do things that are for the benefit of their loved ones, and are u one of them? i dunno if i am... but 1 thing i know, some tings once u give it up, even if u tried to find it back, it's already diff, the tot itself, of giving up ur loved ones is cruel enuff to brk their hearts... esp when they love u so much ~
i hope i am a better person everyday. i may not be the best frenz to all my gals, and nt the best gf to my bf... but thanks for being with me and accepting loti for who loti is... nt perfect but always me =)
alot of things i want to say to some1, but i never find it in the heart to say. for i believe maybe unspoken words is the best. my way of concern, is thru missing u, dear frenz u may not know i care, but i do... bcoz i don't know how to tell u this,
that u don't have to be pretty to be u, u just have to be u...
that u dun have to try so hard, that we will still love u the way u are...
we used to be ugly, but deep down i see that we are all pretty. now, i don't know if i can still sae we are still pretty, not only on the outside but also on the inside. even i myself can't claim this anymore...
when we have too much time, we waste time, we kill time. when we do not have enuff time we find ourself missing/hoping that we have more time...
when we have too many friends, we neglect some... when we have fewer frenz as times goes by, we treasure/cherish more ~
which are u?
3:18 AM
Thursday, October 15, 2009
since joy missed my posting... i shall post 1 here...
esp to joy...
i miss u.. missed just talking to you on msn, even though we seldom meet, but to me u are always a frenz i can go to when i need some1... even though u are at brisbane now, i will always look forward to seeing you again.... miss u lots.... hee =)
and i am going to go brisbane in dec, as most of my frenz noe. there might be a slight change in date though. but not confirmed, for now it's 5dec-12dec. i know it's a short trip but still if u all wanna send or fetch me i will be glad =) and i have ah yee company with me though she is famous for ah piao but trust me she can be good company when u are bored. with her famous knowledge of "words" lol....
and i am thinking of going to hong kong/taiwan but then only mid june next yr ard there. since i need time to save up. but i don't wanna go alone and i don't wanna be light bulb. so i may nt end up going afterall.... nvm, save more $$ and then i can always go when there is some1 to go with me. ah yee go with me la. i know u go before already... go again, with mi it's diff.. lol
i am also going to plan a trip to tea chapter. my fav place, i tot i will go there more often, but i didn't... and i want to go to K box soon , when my sore throat is getting better... since i owe pple k -sessions. lol
i have also been reading a book, named Beyond Blonde ( jus in case u wonder where i buy, it's from the library ) , there is this smart girl name Melodie. i loved this name... maybe my new nick? haha but still loti sounds more heartwarming... since i am known to be the talking loti =) breadtalk wor, famous ok...
hmmm i will end my post here, will try to update more pics. but mostly check my facebook account. usually i am on facebook... lol