Could u have hate and love yourself at the same time?
for this instant i did feel the 2 opp strong emotions...

u see i did this facebook applications of love quote, i always loved them, or maybe they were emo enuff...
the veri recent 1 is this....

Melody just got a love quote

"Relationships are like glass. Sometimes, it is better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together."

then i wrote this...

Melody Ng glass are fragile, what is broken can never be the same again. i thought i could change that.. i was being naive... i thought love have the power to do everything as long as i was loved... i was being stupid. i thought as long as i love then things will work out. i was being silly...

i tried to do the impossible. i know i was being naive, stupid and silly at 1 go, so i hate myself. yet at the same time i love myself, for i have loved and have no regrets... yes it hurts like hell, to think that everything goes back to zero, but i loved... i didnt fear losing for once. i didnt fear being taken for granted for once... i just wanted to give it my best shot for the person that i think was worth it... that deserve it...
end of the day, my dream didnt come true, but i did all i could.
i failed, in the game but i will accept it nevertheless...
for i know i did my best... i will always rmb everything good...
1 day the pain will be gone, i will only rmb all the good memories...
let everything be gone with the wind...