the wait to get a job is killing me.
when i shud be busy like every1 else, but yet i am not.
when i shud be doing something like every1 else, i am not...
instead i am wasting my life away.
as much as my life is not worth much, i want to do something.
please stop the wait.

i want to make myself happy every chance i get.
but from what i see now,
is still going to be a long long way...

as much as i like to fly kite, i dun like being fly kite at. haha broken eng. but i guess i cant change anithing.
life goes on, no matter wad.
what am i? but just a faceless passerby. ( rmb some famous quote )...
i shud work hard at being busy. at hafing a life.
then dun blame me.
bcoz only then i will feel like i am living a life i should live.
tat i really am living a life...
life is more real when i am busy...

night after night,
i tell myself,
to let it go...