As long as I live I continue to breathe. Breathe and smile thru my every day. It will be easier if everyday is pay day. Lol Tml will be April fool day and also th release of the clash of the titans! So looking forward to seeing it but I may have to work , meaning ot la. But haven't confirm.... Shall see hw but I know I must watch it at most after work only. And being heavily influenced by ah yee I bought few items from taobao. Hope it will be successful.. And I been eating nice mango recently. Haha these days mango taste so nice. Sweet and cheap. Dad says is the season for mango. But funny enuff after eating mango feel like eating durian.

i am working as i am typing this... haha...
i just wanna say i was really happy these days for my 2off day!!!
on friday i went to my training.. i was kinda stupid or stm coz i reach at 9 when i shud be meeting at 9.45 but lucky they came at 9.30 and i am being paid ot too!!!
then i head to orchard....
as heeren has this promotion for every $28 spend u get $20 of food voucher. so shiok. haha...
then i ate my fav food. sliced potato.....
called rosti. if i nv rmb wrongly. they have it at marche i ate there few yrs ago with cher and frenz. then now few yrs back i ate it again... with cher ...hee... then we have dessert. oh ya their milk tea is super nice. cher say daiso gt i went there dun have lo. shall go there again next weekend or next next. haha shop and dine for freeee.......

then sat. which is ytd. i ate my fav bedok veg. curry and shuai guay.
best thing is ting mum rmb me.. and called me loti. then she commented that u slim down... tat totally made my day... heeee...
then meet ah yee at her hse and happily discussed abt taobao stuffs and filled my hard disk with axis power hetalia video. heee... then she offered me a mug of milo.... haha.
and we watched old sch video like char sao bao songs. haha so funny her little brother insisted we watch it for 3 times. he keep saying again again like teletubbies... haha. cute.
but ah yee is patience with him.
lucky is nt my bro. i jus aint used to it. i am the youngest in the family. luckily nt the oldest. haha. then do my bro think of me as troublesome too? hmmmm i wonder....
wadeva i am their only sister!! lol...

then time flies. work starts today.
finally had my long awaited cup noodles. the kimchi flavoured one. but had to finish it in a rush. nt enuff pple. haha. but gt free egg from my frenz. her grandma cooked....
hee tat make my day today.
see an egg can make me feel so happy... haha...
is nt hard to make me happy rite?lol

this post is a public apology to ah yee..
hmmm it is not anything serious actually. just that i promise her i will blog abt it. so here i go...

Sorry! Sorry!!!

and here is y i am saying sorry sorry to her...
quite some time ago, when NEW Moon Movie came out, i wanted to watch...
but we were going to aust soon to visit lx. so i didnt really have time to go and see..
i thought we could watch in aust, since i heard they gt free seating and all. but ah yee wasnt interested in watching new moon, so we didnt watch. and by the time i reach spore, almost every1 i know watch it already... as usual, i jus forget abt watching...

until recently when i gt iphone, there is this application, rum tel aka w.tv. where i can dl movies etc... so i saw new moon and dl it to watch. after watching then i realise i am happy i saved the movie $...
coz the only impressive part was when JANE came out. so i am truly grateful that ah yee had prevented me from going..... thanks!!!!

UPDATES:

as requested by ah yee in my tagboard. haha.

i was being all pissy and stuffs....
haha quoted directly from her...
meaning that i wasnt happy that i didnt watch and i just kinda blamed it on her that i didnt watch la. coz i was really looking forward to watching it in aust ....
and so for so many mths when i have a chance i will say something like i didnt watch new moon lo, coz ah yee not interested...
then when i finally watch, i realise she is right abt not watching la.
i guess i really am being a very bad friend. afterall i could have watch the movie on my own if i really wanted to right? just that i didnt want to do that. so ya...
SORRY!

I do nt want to turn back time I jus wanna fast forward to see what I will be at the end of my life. Maybe the reason y I love watching movies is coz there is always a start and an ending to it. If for everything Tat end there is always another starting point when will it ever end? For every single breathe I take I lose some. For every day pass is a day less. I know that I am nt jus any other girl so y bother to compare? Loti u are Loti! Life can only get better. I guess this post is totally random. Honestly I dunno what I am trying to say just typing on my iPhone what I think and as I think I am getting slpy gd nite!

it is my off day tml. finally....
coz this week has been a busy week.
i was not given a 2nd brk time. so i can't eat the cup noodles that i ask ah yee to buy for me! so they are still lying in my locker, tempting me everyday.

anyway today, after work when me and ah yee went ps ...
i heard a random stranger talking behind us.
he saw these poster for the movie, the clash of the titans...
and commented that this is the matured version of the percy jackson movie to his frenz... which make mi luff la.
haha in a way it's true la. is about the GREEK GOD ma, is the way he says it i guess.
so looking forward to watching it!!!

and tml i will be going to tea chapter =)
finally! every time after visiting there, i will feel like going again. but i know i just cant keep calling pple to go with me. unless i dun mind going alone.
time changes alot of things, last time i dun even want to eat alone, now i do.
long ago i dun wan to shop alone, but i did it last yr i think.
so who knows i might go to tea chapt alone?

time also make my short term memory worse than ever ~
coz i actually forget that my dad bdae is next mth. nt today. ytd bro bought cake home earlier coz i tot is his bdae today! end up is next mth.
but we still cut the cake la. lol. shall post pics next mth!
and in work wise, also my memory is failing me. been trying to take notes and making an effort to rmb... really getting old huh? lol...

abt those dreams,
good news, i chase them away =)
and thx for the concern from my frenz. u noe who u are. shall not mention it here...

as for my work, is just a job to me.
so i am doing well =) like the location, the cathay.
been meeting ah yee more often than usual. nt that i am complaining...
i dunno abt her la. haha but is always nice to have a frenz near by ~
and i wish ying, cher, ting, mz, jacqueline gd luck for their exams.
after tat hope to see u guys more ~
i noe revision period and exams coming up again.
hmmm we shall make do with the best ba!!!

anyway today i went to the IT show. omg, for once i really hope i am BIAN BAO not loti. haha.. then can squeeze thru la.
i got myself a hardisk!!! finally la! lol.
it's Samsung 320GB for only $89.90 lo!!! haha...
and i gt a small mouse and ear piece too.
tried all 3 items already. haha i only use up to 6Gb plus for my songs and photos... but collection always add up so more is better than less la. haha.
as for my mouse and ear piece, i like it too. haha....
cheap and nice =)

i bought a few things today too.
2 iphone cover, oh did i mention my bro gt iphone for me?
hee... and i decided to get him 1 too. if he dun like it can exchange within 7 days.
i didnt get this at the IT show. so ya abit regret, but lucky nv see the same design there. if nt i sure kill myself coz i buy 2 for $30, IT Show sell 2 for $10. but erm u need to Q, alot of pple la. and then i dun really like the designs. but for $5 each, i guess i shud have bought more. maybe the next IT show in another few mths time... hee =)

great off day!!! hee =)

anyway recently JACK NEO NEWS make me think alot...
i know u guys have been seeing his news alot too...

but i jus want to say that for me,
i will not judge his movies based on this.
i always love his movie, I NOT STUPID.
this will nv change.
is the movie, and the song..
有用的人
一生絕望


............................time for emoness ........................................

sometimes i wish things nv change.
yet the truth is,
things nv did change,
just that i fail to see it....

sorry guys, this post is going to be very emo.
skip if u dun wan to read. speed read if u need. but i need to get it off my chest.

if u guys have facebook, and u do notice, u will realise i been having some dreams...
actually i thought i chase those dreams away, but they found me again...
i have these dreams again.
if u watch alice in wonderland... maybe u will know what i mean...
my dreams started before the movie even started, so no i nv think too much.
these days i keep having these dreams.
trying not to let it affect me. but for so many days, so many times,
those dreams keep coming back to me..
is like haunting me.
i know i have to not let it affect me.
i have to face it.
then it will stop...


just that no matter how hard i try, once the dreams find me,
it's like the restart button is hit.
i have to start all over again.

when i wake up, it's just a dream
i know i have to be stronger.
please, i know no1 can help me get out of this stupid dream.. but myself.
so i dare not slp, til it's late, i tot if i am tired,
i will stop having dreams. but still ....
i dream....

once again,
i say this...
God please...
i don't need u to help me get out of this.
just just give me the strength to overcome this.
to let me realise that its only a dream, nth to fear.
1 day i will be strong & laugh at myself for being this silly.
being afraid of a stupid dream.
being haunted by a stupid dream.
let it all pass ~
now, from now on,
i cannot fear the dreams,
even if i were to keep dreaming abt it.
it is just a dream! come on!
i have a life to lead.
not a dream...

they say u are not suppose to rmb a dream afterall.
so ya it's nth.

for once, i wish dreams don't come true.
let me live my life.
not live by dreams.

it has been a while since i send joy off to brisbane too...
now both joy and lx is there. wish i have $ to go visit them again, but i guess i cant. so just have to be good and wait here...

watch ALice in Wonderland ytd. great movie =)
aftertots, please skip this if u haven't see the show..
i know this isnt the main point, but actually i dun really love the white queen....
yes, she bring peace to the place. but her character, turns me OFF!!!
is like so fake la. argh shall not say more.
as for the red queen, i kinda understand y she became like this...
born with such a big head.. pple just dun love her as much.
even her own parents... i guess she just need more love. she is unique. but then again, with such a sad life, how to be happy?

shall not say more... haha.

looking forward to watch the Clash of the Titans!!!