sorry guys, this post is going to be very emo.
skip if u dun wan to read. speed read if u need. but i need to get it off my chest.

if u guys have facebook, and u do notice, u will realise i been having some dreams...
actually i thought i chase those dreams away, but they found me again...
i have these dreams again.
if u watch alice in wonderland... maybe u will know what i mean...
my dreams started before the movie even started, so no i nv think too much.
these days i keep having these dreams.
trying not to let it affect me. but for so many days, so many times,
those dreams keep coming back to me..
is like haunting me.
i know i have to not let it affect me.
i have to face it.
then it will stop...


just that no matter how hard i try, once the dreams find me,
it's like the restart button is hit.
i have to start all over again.

when i wake up, it's just a dream
i know i have to be stronger.
please, i know no1 can help me get out of this stupid dream.. but myself.
so i dare not slp, til it's late, i tot if i am tired,
i will stop having dreams. but still ....
i dream....

once again,
i say this...
God please...
i don't need u to help me get out of this.
just just give me the strength to overcome this.
to let me realise that its only a dream, nth to fear.
1 day i will be strong & laugh at myself for being this silly.
being afraid of a stupid dream.
being haunted by a stupid dream.
let it all pass ~
now, from now on,
i cannot fear the dreams,
even if i were to keep dreaming abt it.
it is just a dream! come on!
i have a life to lead.
not a dream...

they say u are not suppose to rmb a dream afterall.
so ya it's nth.

for once, i wish dreams don't come true.
let me live my life.
not live by dreams.