6:38 AM
Tuesday, July 27, 2010
in most stories, dramas that i read or see, they always always have a happy endings... not that i prefer sad endings, coz they make u feel sad, like how life isnt sad enuff.. so no matter how the story starts, they always still do end up with a happy ending, but we all know life isnt like this, life may nt always be a happy ending... i know my life is already quite blessed.. i do count my blessings for having nice fren and family ard, but there are days i also think of the pple i lost thru time... i cant help but think if i will ever have a happy ending to myself and nt see it happening ard me. or maybe i just am not doing enuff to deserve what i wan. i use lazy as an excuse to change but truth be told i am jus afraid my efforts wont pay off at the end and end up losing more. i dont gamble coz i know i cant afford to lose. i dont play games coz i only like to win. thats me, i dont want to be a loser in life too so maybe i dont enjoy life. i dont know. we hope we pray.. yet all these dont help if it is all meant to be. we just keep praying and hoping... maybe if u wan it bad enuff, like the saying goes, when there is a will, there will be a way.. and there is also a joke, when there is a will, i wanna be in it.. lol.. i guess even if i dont end up with a happy ending i dont wan my story to end up being a sad story too. i hope my life will end just like what i am to others, a normal girl, leading a normal life. the end.
7:54 AM
Sunday, July 25, 2010
Took mc today like finally!!! Hee =) then I come back eat the flu medicine like sleeping pills slp whole day then now shud slp cannot slp already!!! Argh!!!! Then tml start work already... Sianz lo but then also means 1 day nearer to pay day... Hee =) feel like going jb as always, an escape for me.. Anyway this yr Halloween when ah? I wan go sentosa? Any1 interested??
10:43 AM
Friday, July 23, 2010
Like finally I get to rest already... Yet now I can't sleep. Lucky tml off... Is it bcos I sick I think abt him more? Even my current manager bears the same surname as him, luckily she is nice so ok. But When she talk abt her family i cant help but link again and feel like somehow She is his relative... But even So Is none of My biz.. Just it seems i cant get rid of that family, I know I just have to face it... I will and I must! Anyway work has been busy so even though I sick but time pass real fast and pple were all nice to me except a few customers who never fail to drive me crazy. Saw a joke abt these pple, they don't need a license to drive, since they drive u crazy.. Lol... kinda make me feel better alittle... Wish time can fast forward to sept, since now and aug we are going to be short of staff then hopefully by sept ok then I take leave for my bdae and also for all my other sept frenz la... Hee.. Looking forward to sept rest week!!! Hee anywhere is fine as long as not Cathay, not dhoby!
9:51 AM
Thursday, July 22, 2010
I guess I change... Last time I will just take MC when I am sick. Now I keep delaying mc coz not enough people. Or maybe first time encounter such shortage of manpower!!! Haiz sick also will crawl there... I guess it is Also cox I know how hateful working alone is that I dont really wanna do that to others. Just hope they hire people soon....
6:28 AM
Wednesday, July 21, 2010
Sick!!! Argh is like now I don't know if I should feel impt or no choice coz not enough people... Haiz wish they hire people soon... If not aug I also die..anyway I already told them I will go to work tomorrow so I must go.. Friday then see how or take mc... Please give me all the good people since I am like so sick... Thanks.. Being sick make me feel so useless and I need to get better soon, so I need the rest..
8:42 AM
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
Recently it was quite cold and I been having leg cramps like I always did. Cher and ting recommended heat pack! Haha which I happen to have alot. Not going to say why here but ya i started using... And got addicted to it ... spore isn't that cold but is nice to feel warm at night!!! Hee =) also realise alot of things in life is like the heat pack, doesnt last long but long enough for us to want it again huh??? Anyway it looks like I really can take MC soon, been feeling kinda sick... Sore throat now... But must bear with it cox now not enough people... Maybe I kinda like being feel like I am impt... Haha... Oh ya meng thx for the recommendations but I guess I really need to sort out what I wanna study next Year instead, I can't reply my tagboard coz I using iPhone... I really wanna study unless I can find a better job than what I am having now...
9:11 AM
Saturday, July 17, 2010
We all know wishes don't come true, we still like to make a wish on birthdays, Xmas and any time you feel like it.. recently I only wish for the one thing I can't wish for... Haha don't ask me what it is, won't say. Anyway this coming week gonna be busy, feel like taking mc soon to rest... Haha but feel Bad doing that, shall wait till I really fall sick I guess...work and work goes on... Life is like that...
9:11 AM
Friday, July 16, 2010
I been shopping so much I guess these months I didn't save much, went to ah Yee workplace to buy pants is like so cheap, $39... Then she told me Zara sales!!! I bought 1 top then went cotton on with my frenz and I buy things there for her and myself... I think I am shopaholic, start Liao can't stop...haha... On a random note, it seems that I have a interest with a random lame guy.. Haha!!!
10:21 AM
Thursday, July 08, 2010
update, my bro didnt win....long story... i know this is random, just feel so unfair, adults lied, so in order to continue the lie, the kids suffer. there is always a valid reason to things. it is like no matter how good u are i will still feel u are bad kind of thing, i know i am bias, so be it. give urself a reason to feel better, then how do the kids feel better with such adults? just have to make sure it stop there and nt continue..
7:16 AM
the spain victory was the hot topic today when i reported to work today... lol. and i am glad spain won, coz my bro win too!!! anyway i say i will blog abt karate kid, decided to just make it short. good show, love the ending... when chen long asked y do u wanna go on so much? the kid replied coz i dun wanna be scared anymore. totally agree!!!
10:10 AM
Tuesday, July 06, 2010
watched karate kid.. i know i should post abt hw i feel after that. maybe i will in the next post, nw jus wanna complain!!! coz of the stupid taxi driver i feel carsick now. motion sickness which i seldom feel... feel like vomitting... argh i shud be sleeping now. tml still gt work lo. haiz. the last time i had carsick was like so long ago. and that time the journey was too long... and the driver is like lost so ya.. this time it wasnt even tht long!! somemore nw i feel like vomitting yet no vomit!!! hope i get better like now!
9:35 AM
Friday, July 02, 2010
on wed, i went with joy, cher and lynn to the butter factory... and joy this is also my first time to butter factory =)and best of all is to be invited to the VIP area! love the view from the VIP room. lucky us =) and i know this sounds like weird, considering the fact that i went to clubs before, but yes this is the 1st time i went to the dance floor... dun ask me y, i just feel like going, maybe i dun see y nt, since i do not have to ans to any1 except myself. anyway, cher, it reali wasnt that bad... maybe it was bcoz i was with just u, joy and lynn, u gers know me so well, i could just relax, or maybe the work stress is getting into me? since it is ladies nite, free cover and free drinks. of coz, i enjoy myself...
by the way, i just spend my pocket $ from the govt to get a new specs, managed to get discount until it reached exactly $200... lol. so there it flew ~
after getting my specs done today, i went to trim my eye brown, and it was only $3!!!so going back there again.... the best thing is near there also gt 1 nails shop, i did express manicure with peiwen for $8 and we added quick dry so $10 =)
it is only the start of the mth, and i think i spend alot already... opps.