It has been 3 years since u left, my dear cousin.. Mum called and say I need not go there as the people who should be there is going already... In a way I am happy they are going yet in a way I feel like saying I wanna go too... Coz I really wanna pay my respects to u.. But then again can I really handle it? Will I get emo again? So listening to mum I decided to cancel half day leave and proceed to work as usual. Since we kinda not enough people too.. I will pray for u that wherever u are u will be happy... RIP...