10:18 AM
Wednesday, September 22, 2010
陶晶莹 - 女人心事
东区的咖啡座 幽暗的沙发里
总有几张熟悉的脸
那种聪明带点防卫的气质
想放弃却又不甘心的样子
越过她的肩膀 空洞洞的视线
摩登女子灰色心事
那种以为自己什麽都可以
喝了酒却又哭的像个孩子
我听见 渴望的泪
我看见 我的从前
曾经我也痛过我也恨过怨过放弃过
在自己的房间里觉得幸福遗弃我
如果没有分离背叛的丑陋
怎麽算是真爱过
请你试着相信一爱再爱不要低下头
别怕青春消逝就不信单纯的美梦
我在这岸看着你游为你的坚持感动
你会的 有一天会幸福的
10:12 AM
What Hurts The Most
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do
It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' It
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
7:25 PM
Monday, September 20, 2010
I had a fun day and night birthday... It was raining in the afternoon so most were late and cher wasn't late... Lucky if not I have to wait alone... But the picnic was great we had potato salad, pasta salad, egg Mayo with bread, tou hua, cupcakes, grapes and desert wine... It mus have been troublesome for u gers but thanks... And as per my request I had a cake and was from awfully choc... I wanted a cake coz i didn't have any cake this yr so ya... Thanks =) then we went to cafe del mar to slack in the evening... So going back there again anyone? Followed by going to St James.. I am not a club person just that I didn't go there before... And it is really big there... Not that I wanna go back there again. Though on fri night $15 and 2 Drinks is ok... Thanks once again for all of u... That is how my 22nd birthday came and went... The good things abt birthdays is once it is over u can look forward to the next one next year and start thinking... Time to be a better person =)
9:02 AM
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
Yesterday was my chi bdae... Haha so I was celebrating ah Yee birthday and my own. Lol that's nice. I was guessing it was near and when I was home I saw hongbao.. so I guess as much that it is my chi bdae... Lol. 八月初七。nice number anyway... Then after work tonight I had lychee martini at $5 nett only so I went with my manager and both had 2 rounds though she promise 1 round only. Haha. Tml is half day work and nail day finally... Somehow wish that birthday is not so near so I can continue to enjoy looking forward to my leave and all... What made my way today... Was when I bro told me of his plans next yr. Even if I am not involved I am still happy he said it. Shall keep it a secret. My left eye keep moving today.. They say Is good so what good things is going to happen? Lol...
9:55 AM
Tuesday, September 14, 2010
Bubble hero!!! Our old old school game.. In pri sch and all... Hearing the bubbles and blowing the bubbles bring back all the memories and it is still fun. I am still slow at it but who cares as long as I am having fun.. Lol. All thanks to ah Yee who found the game.. Hee and so so happy la. Words can't describe how I feel. Lol. Happy belated birthday to her too.. We had our fav food fr lunch. Alot though, shui gui, carrot cake, mee fen... Then for dinner went dai tai fung and they ate so many xiaolong bao... All in all we order 50 xiao long bao.. Haha then it was so fun all day long that now I have probs going to slp. Tml is work.. I am glad that even though we grow up, we are diff, yet still same old pattern... That is heartwarming... We also have like 2 cakes in a row and more to come. Not that I hate cakes. Hee.. Sept is a cake month for all of us.. Lol.then is back to reality. Work work work..
7:52 AM
Saturday, September 11, 2010
So many wish to make yet I can only have 1 wish to make.. I will think hard and long before I make a wish, make a wish... Lol.I dunno what to do sometimes, in life how to find the best and be the best? Except to keep trying and be the best I can right? Sometimes is easier said than done.. I hope I can be like everyone else, like what matters to everyone should matter to me. But more often than not I don't wanna care
And I just don't...yet I care abt other things that pple usually don't bother...