12:15 AM
Sunday, July 31, 2011
i hate to talk to pple who dont understand at all and give u what's the big deal? wtf. i wonder y i bother complaining to these pple? of cos it matters to me la? i guess i better understand my complains cust now. just that we complain on a diff level. i should be more understanding towards their frustrations. i should keep my mouth shut and even if it bothers me just smile it away. then i will do the same to the pple who give me the same shit. let them
know how if feels huh? aint kind anymore. argh!!!!
smile it thru. level up.
12:10 AM

cute my melody spotted inside machine!
i so wanna have it. i think is the idea that it is there, u have a chance of getting it, win it and is urs. like toto and lucky draw that attracts pple so much..
anyway sch so far been quite interesting. though i think i am going to have probs with staying awake on wed class as it is something like eng, dry topic with the lecturer aust accent makes it worse.
the best of all is marketing class, good looking lecturer to the well liked topic of marketing just makes things better =)
while economics class is neutral. just it takes more time for me to understand those numbers, formulas and all.
luckily i have gd classmates and proj grps with me. only thing i hate, my due date for assignment is on my bdae. whoever set the duedate is out to bully me =(
i was planning to skip class that day. zzz.
and exams shud be ard sept. sept mth of spaming leave and being very bz!!!
on a side note, i am excited! lx is coming back soon! wohoo!!!
9:00 PM
Monday, July 25, 2011

cute my melody spotted inside machine!
i so wanna have it. i think is the idea that it is there, u have a chance of getting it, win it and is urs. like toto and lucky draw that attracts pple so much..
anyway sch so far been quite interesting. though i think i am going to have probs with staying awake on wed class as it is something like eng, dry topic with the lecturer aust accent makes it worse.
the best of all is marketing class, good looking lecturer to the well liked topic of marketing just makes things better =)
while economics class is neutral. just it takes more time for me to understand those numbers, formulas and all.
luckily i have gd classmates and proj grps with me. only thing i hate, my due date for assignment is on my bdae. whoever set the duedate is out to bully me =(
i was planning to skip class that day. zzz.
and exams shud be ard sept. sept mth of spaming leave and being very bz!!!
on a side note, i am excited! lx is coming back soon! wohoo!!!
5:47 AM
Saturday, July 16, 2011

Rosti homemade! wahaha!
actually is buy from carrefour then i pan fried it plus mayo and it tasted awesome! wohoo!!
ytd i also met up with frens and had choc melts 1 for 1! TGIF!
sinful as i had twister fries also. then went to punggol nearby bar for beer and chips. after that, they all came my house to slack and played monopoly deals and drink hoegarden plus many chips.
then had kfc breakfast! blueberry pancake!! love love!!
2:04 AM
Friday, July 15, 2011
8:42 AM
Friday, July 08, 2011
sch is starting on 18july! wohoo! excited and scared! wish me good luck!!!
life is getting more busy, my manager ask me y did i choose to study? i say i was lost abt what to do, i need a way out. he say i should just stay lost and eventually there will be a way out. he even say i may even regret choosing to go study. but i still stick with my choice. i dunno if what he say is right, but right now i feel like i need to study, to learn something new, to make life more than what it is now. wish myself all the best and to find a way to stand firmer on this ground.
我想我找到能够使我用双脚坚强站在大地上的东西。
anyway, the day before, mum fell down while chasing bus. it was quite serious, she injured her nerves or something like that, had to rest at home. i cooked angel hair for her ytd then today she cooked. haha she like it the way i liked it too. wahaha. hopefully she recover soon. she cant walk without feeling pain yet she still cook and do simple housework. i guess this is what a mother is, something i am not. anyway pls pray that she get well soon.
9:48 AM
Friday, July 01, 2011

Rainie yang! She look so so pretty!!! Wohoo! Admire the fact that she try to keep her smile on thru out the time. 1 lucky thing abt working at cathay! I get to see her! Wohoo! But now that Gong Cha is open, I been trying to resist urge to buy, the smell of the tea is awesome and it doesn't help to have ur colleagues buying almost everyday and asking u if u wan anot, when it is just next door?
I limit myself 1 cup per week... Which is a pain... Argh, lucky out of welfare the company treats all of us to 1 cup! Wohoo!!!
I maybe still working with the company, part time and maybe full time? We are still trying to work out the schedule. My yearn for financial freedom is there. I can't help it, I have so many countries to go! Lalala...
When I grad I better get a job that pays me even better, for the next level is a degree course. In the case that I manage to get my bro to help in bank loan?
Sch starting, a bit freak!
But I hope I get to meet new and interesting friends! Lala...
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I don't know if u ever felt this way, that sometimes is better to not have any friends? Cos then they won't be able to hurt u? Sometimes some people u can't just leave them, like bee is attracted to honey? Yet I hope I do give a certain Amt of distance, of barrier. I didn't protect myself enough from the hurt. Or maybe I take for granted things?