sch is starting on 18july! wohoo! excited and scared! wish me good luck!!!

life is getting more busy, my manager ask me y did i choose to study? i say i was lost abt what to do, i need a way out. he say i should just stay lost and eventually there will be a way out. he even say i may even regret choosing to go study. but i still stick with my choice. i dunno if what he say is right, but right now i feel like i need to study, to learn something new, to make life more than what it is now. wish myself all the best and to find a way to stand firmer on this ground.
我想我找到能够使我用双脚坚强站在大地上的东西。

anyway, the day before, mum fell down while chasing bus. it was quite serious, she injured her nerves or something like that, had to rest at home. i cooked angel hair for her ytd then today she cooked. haha she like it the way i liked it too. wahaha. hopefully she recover soon. she cant walk without feeling pain yet she still cook and do simple housework. i guess this is what a mother is, something i am not. anyway pls pray that she get well soon.