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i used to think is scary being alone.
so i like to be with pple.
then i realise is better to be alone alone.
then to be with a grp of pple and yet feel alone.
it happened when i least expect it.
so worse cos nt prepared.
i just learn to keep quiet and smile it thru.
like i learn in my job.
talk less if nt say wrong thing. and a little smile wont hurt.
someday i will be gone.
loti will rot away and find real peace.
i shall stay away from the pple that emits negative energy to me.