sometimes i get tired of what i face at work and yet i know everyday i learn how to be better at workz.... is interesting, challenging... painful. becos no matter what happens, u have to accept that my best is not good enough.
this lack of motivation, yet i want to be better.
at the same time, my sch is on going. fren who i tot knew me, end up doin the unthinkable, makes me wonder is there smth wrong w me?